Randomness

Well...here I am....just typing non-sensical things that are running through my mind....I wonder if anybody cares...

That's a tough thing....wondering if people actually care about you...I don't think people these days are capable of caring about another human being the way one would like. I decided that. I mean really, doesn't it always turn out to be that you spent all your time, energy, and mental well-being to care about another person, to help someone in need, to be there for a friend, being loyal to that person, only to be trampled on in the end?

That is way too downer-like. WHOA those are big letters.

I've decided what the best question is. It's simple: Why? Any word or phrase can preceed it, such as 'Why me?', or I still think it's best all by itself....Why? There are so many situations that cause you to ponder, and think exactly that: Why? I wonder how many times a day I ask why....It's probably a lot...

Here's a good situation in which I had used Why?....although it was more of a WHY?!?!?!.....followed by a smiley face with one eyebrow up, looking really confused....

Ok, I was sitting in my English 101 class a few months back, going over pronouns, verbs, adjectives, and all of that happy crap....simple stuff....My instructor then started going over words that are often confused...such as the to, too, and two, there, their, and they're, you know, things of that sort. This one girl raised her hand and asked the instructor about the to, too, and two...she was confused about when to use which....so ok, I don't personally understand how these are hard to use, but, whatever...I won't judge....so the instructor continues to explain how to use them and gave her example sentences using each of those words....she THEN raises her hand again, and as confidently as all hell, says: "ok....so i know what to means, I know what too means, and I know how to use two, but, what about tooO?". Oh Christ. My eyebrows had never been so raised in my entire life.....I figured she had to be joking, a t-o-o-o?! Three O's?!? Are you kidding me?!? No, much to my dissapointment (the only dissapointment being that I was in the same classroom as well as the same COUNTRY as this girl), she was all too serious. I figured it would be funny to hear what the instructor would say to that, and I was going to enjoy her immense embarassment that she so deserved....but the instructor replied with: "Oh...I'm not exactly sure how to use the tooO, I'll have to ask.". Oh...oh....oh God....WHY?!?

So that is my story. I have lost faith in the human race because of this incident...silly human race.....