Troubles
I don't like when people worry about me :(
About 3 weeks ago, my left eye went blurry on me. Well, it's not blurry, there's just something there that I can't see...it's confusing really. All I know is that I have trouble seeing things lately. So, we went to the eye doctor man. He did a 3 hour eye exam on me and said this: "Well, what I found was....absolutely nothing...". Hm. How freaking great. Really, I was hoping he'd say I needed glasses or something. So, he said there could be something way in the back of the brain that he just can't see that could be affecting my eye sight. So he ordered an MRI. He asked me if I had ever had an MRI before and I said yes...He asked me what for and he asked me what my symptoms were...I said I was going numb from my waist down, and then my arms and hands were numb before. Then I told him he had thought I had MS. Then he looked at me kinda sad looking and said "well, I didn't want to say anything, but, that's actually the reason I want you to have an MRI". Gyah...I swear to god, if I end up having MS, I am so suing that neurologist. I don't like this. I don't want to go through the stupid tests again...and I DON'T want MS. WEll, who am I to gripe about something like that...it's rather selfish, isn't it...I'm sorry :(
WEll, I did have my MRI today though, it lasted from 8:30 to 10...my head is pounding....it hurt me :( And then she couldn't find a good fat vein for her to inject that dye into my bloodstream...so she was poking around and then she hasd the needle in my vein finally and she kept jiggling it. EVer have someone do that? Boy is thata nauseating feeling...
My dad has been really sad lately...I asked my mom what is wrong with dad, and she just told me that he's really worried about me...I know my mom is trying not to freak me out, but, going blind in one eye doesn't seem like something that could turn out to be positive or not serious. I came home today after having breakfast with both of them, and my dad just hugged me...I wanted to cry.... :(
I'll be ok, I just don't like not seeing things the way I used to...it really bothers me especially when I'm at work and can't read the orders to see what I have to write on a cake or when I'm driving and I can't see the cars in front of me... oh well...
byebye everyone, God Bless.
And, God Bless Officer Joseph Corr from the New Hartford Police Department, who died in the line of duty....my heart goes out to his family...
About 3 weeks ago, my left eye went blurry on me. Well, it's not blurry, there's just something there that I can't see...it's confusing really. All I know is that I have trouble seeing things lately. So, we went to the eye doctor man. He did a 3 hour eye exam on me and said this: "Well, what I found was....absolutely nothing...". Hm. How freaking great. Really, I was hoping he'd say I needed glasses or something. So, he said there could be something way in the back of the brain that he just can't see that could be affecting my eye sight. So he ordered an MRI. He asked me if I had ever had an MRI before and I said yes...He asked me what for and he asked me what my symptoms were...I said I was going numb from my waist down, and then my arms and hands were numb before. Then I told him he had thought I had MS. Then he looked at me kinda sad looking and said "well, I didn't want to say anything, but, that's actually the reason I want you to have an MRI". Gyah...I swear to god, if I end up having MS, I am so suing that neurologist. I don't like this. I don't want to go through the stupid tests again...and I DON'T want MS. WEll, who am I to gripe about something like that...it's rather selfish, isn't it...I'm sorry :(
WEll, I did have my MRI today though, it lasted from 8:30 to 10...my head is pounding....it hurt me :( And then she couldn't find a good fat vein for her to inject that dye into my bloodstream...so she was poking around and then she hasd the needle in my vein finally and she kept jiggling it. EVer have someone do that? Boy is thata nauseating feeling...
My dad has been really sad lately...I asked my mom what is wrong with dad, and she just told me that he's really worried about me...I know my mom is trying not to freak me out, but, going blind in one eye doesn't seem like something that could turn out to be positive or not serious. I came home today after having breakfast with both of them, and my dad just hugged me...I wanted to cry.... :(
I'll be ok, I just don't like not seeing things the way I used to...it really bothers me especially when I'm at work and can't read the orders to see what I have to write on a cake or when I'm driving and I can't see the cars in front of me... oh well...
byebye everyone, God Bless.
And, God Bless Officer Joseph Corr from the New Hartford Police Department, who died in the line of duty....my heart goes out to his family...
posted by Jaime Lee @ 5:15 PM
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