I hate MS

Blaaaaahhhh...I'm just going to rant and rage right now...please excuse my typiing, but I can't see the screen very well...I guess that's the price I have to pay now...I went outside to feed the dogs in the cold, I come back in and can't see a thing...this is because of the Optic Neuritis...If you get the least bit exhausted, cold, or hot, your eyesight suffers for a while. I'm about 3 inches from the computer screen trying to see what I'm typing, It's not working, so I'm just hoping what I'm writing is right. Plus, I slept all day, and I'm still tired...I woke up at 9 this morning, didn't have to work, went back to sleep, and I've been moping around the house trying to wake up...it just won't work.. i think I need coffee. I guess my typing isn't good because I can't feel the fings on my left hand either...this really sucks. Oh hey, my eyesight is starting to come back a little bit....yaay....

Um....I'm sorry, I know I'm just bitching, I can't change it, I'm just sad because I feel like a lazy sob and I know I'm not, but my body won't let me do things that I want to do :(

Let's talk about something happy now!

Um....Ok I guess there is nothing happy right now! Hm..I think I'll go make a cheesecake now....ta ta....

Nothing really :)

***someone, Fazz, and Benjamer***

Ahhhh....



What a marvelous day! I've decided to have a whole new outlook on life! Say congratulations! YAY!

Isn't it great when you see a person with exquisite looks? It's like a great piece of art that you just want to stare at all day long and figure it out....figure out what it stands for and what it's trying to say to you...Symeon's is owned by the big Symeon, but THEN there is the son....probably 6', dark dark curly head of hair, the most gorgeous eyes you ever want to see, and a smile that just gives you shivers....not to mention the body of a God. He is truly a piece of artwork....I just wanted to share that.

I love lazy days, don't you? The sun is actually shining right now, I'm so excited! I think i will finish up my game and head on outside!

ta ta!

Uncrustables

What the hell. I was listening to some talk radio today and I heard a commercial for Uncrustables. You know, the bread without the crust? What the hell is wrong with this country?!? Are we so stuck up that we don't DARE touch bread that has crust on it! Freaking spoiled rotten children...."Mommy mommy i don't like the crust on my already way too soft Wonder bread!" "Ok honey, no problem! I have Uncrustables right here! That way you don't have to eat that nasty crust on bread anymore and you'll save TONS of time, too." I'd MUCH rather buy bread without crust than take 3.2 seconds removing the crust IF I was too uppity to eat crust. I swear to Christ.

Anyway. I'm on edge today. Everything pisses me off. Everyone pisses me off. What a bad freaking attitude, right? ah well.

So I went to work nice and early today, even though my body told me to stay in bed. That's been happening lately. Even if I know I have a cake to do early, I just can't physically get up to go to work. Blah. But anyway, so I get to work this morning and I'm working along, and all of a sudden my knees gave out on me. Jesus. That's just reminding me of how I used to fall for no reason. I hope this doesn't continue. I'm already having trouble walking long distances. Blah. But on the upside, my eyesight is bad again. YAY! No....wait...hehe.

"Every long lost dream brought me to where you are." That's a good quote from that good song. Aww....

So I love my iMac. It's the most awesome computer I've ever seen. I'm addicted to it! It's pretty and thin and wicked awexome!

I have to go I think. I'm going to make a Rachel Ray sandwich! I LOVE RACHEL RAY! Mmmmm...

Ta ta and God bless...