See what lip gloss can do?

Yup. Should I be a model from the neck up?

You know what is really tasty? A hotdog with mustard and onions on it. I know, you wouldn't think so but please trust me on this. Do it!

You know what really pisses me off? Eharmony.com. I spent 45 minutes filling out this freaking detailed profile about me and then after I finished, they decided that I had no matches. Nobody meets my criteria. WHAT?! Am I really that particular? I think what this REALLY says about SOCIETY is that there are no decent men out there. If there WERE decent men out there I would have had at least one match. I just wanted a good heart. Nope. No matches. Pffft.

Vacation!

I've been on vacation for about a week now. I have another week to go! Awfully bored so I'm trying to think of something to do. So far I haven't come up with anything. Oh well! I'll work on it. I bought a cute dress at Lake George! It's really cute. I usually don't do dresses but it's green!

I've decided I should do some self-improvements. Yay, right?! Well I think that's always a good thing. I'm going to take my two major flaws and make them better. I'm excited about all of this.

My first 'flaw'. I get very defensive. When I think I've been treated unfairly I lash out. It makes me mad. God only knows where this stems from but I'm relatively sure it stems from high school. But that is no excuse anymore. I'm going to try to be better. Yay! I also know most people will agree when I say that when I fight, I fight to the death. I get mean and hurtful. I do and the reason for this is that when people hurt me, I want to hurt them so that they understand. It makes sense to me in one way, but, I'll try to tone it down a bit. My mouth has gotten me in trouble in the past so I am going to try very hard to be better.

My second 'flaw'. I am going to lose weight and be hot. hehe. As much as it will be good for my health and the MS, I want to have more confidence. What's weird about it is that I do have this weird confidence already. You know what it is? I'm this really pretty thin person inside, but, outside not so much. Right? Right. I know. I'm not stupid, I know I'm not the best thing to look at as far as a body goes. But, this is only temporary. Yup. It's about time my personality inside matches my personality on the outside. I want to feel attractive not for anyone else but for me. Yay! Just give me some time, I'll get there. I found a small pair of jeans I've had but could never fit into on my door so I see it every time I walk out of my room. hehe. It's working!!!

Can you IMAGINE?! A thin jaime. I'll be so hot. Just you wait. ;)

So that's it. My new year's resolutions in August. OH! Another thing I'm working on is going back to school. This might only be in the form of online classes but I'm excited. Might take accounting or insurance. How fun!

Okay everyone, I'll be going now.

Take care!!!