Single and looking for a surgeon!

Hi! I'm single again.. story of my life isn't it? teehee...

SO. I am looking for a plastic surgeon. I will get my way. Since they won't let me have gastric, I am going the lipo tummy tuck route. How cool is THAT?! I will get my way. Don't you worry!

I was imagining what it would feel like to not have a giant bulge. I think it would feel awesome! yaaaaaaaay me!

Know what though? This want of mine goes against everything I claim to be... including 'i don't care what people think and I am who I am'. But, my "specially made for me Horoscope" told me today that to feel good, I have to look good today. So. It goes with what I've been missing all my life: a chance to feel good because I look good.


I want a chance in this world. And the man of my dreams could be out there, but neither of us will know it based on what I look like and how I view myself. SO. Times are changing, it's 2011. I must make a change. I've always played it safe. Well, NO MORE! I am going to take risks, have an entrepreneurial spirit.

I think that would be amazing for me! What do you think?

Know what else I decided as of late? I refuse to settle and I have opinions, but I will NOT change that because of someone else. I like who I am. I like my opinions. I like my refusal to settle. I'm okay with that part of me :)

Okay, I have to go drink tea now, so I will write more, as I have had a lot of thoughts lately...

Toodles with noodles,

Jaime Lee