Even more confused...

I'm even MORE confused now... And I thought my previous post was the most confused I could ever be.

I think someone should take a gun and shoot me. Put me out of my misery. Let me find out if there is a God, an after-life... an 11:11 god... hehe

Or. Should I make a change in my life. Right now.

Help me.

I have to watch American Idol now, so maybe I'll write more tomorrow. Even though nobody reads this stuff, since I usually only bitch. Who wants to hear me bitch, right? Nobody...

Goodbye, world...