Mother Rant

Ah. Quiet time. To reflect.

Does anybody know what it's like to get your heart broken three times in two months? By the same person? No? Didn't think so.

So. How in the world am I the one to blame? Nope. Not going to happen, people.

Jaime gets broken up with.
Ex wants her back.
Jaime goes back with him.
Ex disappears again to talk to his ex.
Jaime is alone again.
Ex wants jaime back again.
Jaime goes back with him.
Ex doesn't want Jaime again.

Really? How is this my fault? Seriously.

I don't deserve this. And I've also decided to go back to the bitchy Jaime who doesn't forgive people. Know what's weird? I've never hurt this badly before. Not even with Mike! Woah. That is a strong statement! :D

My reason for writing that bitchy blog? Because I couldn't even believe that there would be a question in his mind, that I would be a better influence than his ex. Really? REALLY? And I guess I can't see how the ex wife can feel comfortable with this type of girl around her kids. I know I wouldn't be.

You know? I think I know why this subject bothers me so much. I've always had such critical opinions when it comes to how people raise kids. I hate how people conduct their own lives when they had small children. The type that seem to work for me! One pops out a baby, and can't stop going out every night drinking. Really? I couldn't even look at her towards the end. You know what? You want to go out drinking every night and go bar hopping like a moron? Fine. But you made that kid. That child deserves the best. Always. Don't even get me started. I'll write a nine-page blog about this.

Then this stupid bitch starts moaning about how she doesn't have as much time to go to the bars as before... UM. Yeah, try keeping your legs together, maybe you wouldn't be in the situation now. Then she shows up stoned on Christmas Eve. I say she looks stoned, and she flips out and calls my mom crying. Really? And like I say, I wouldn't even care THAT much if she didn't have a child at home, that your fucking grandmother is taking care of, while the father of your kid is in jail for robbing a convenience store!!!

Really????

Okay. I'm done with that.

No, I'm not.

Then this other bitch has two beautiful, smart girls. The woman is a fluzy and just dates random men all the time and has them stay over at their house. The one daughter gets frustrated and tells her mother that she wants to run away and that it's not right that she keeps dating random men and has him stay in their house. The woman tells the daughter to run away if she doesn't like it. This woman is actually TELLING me all this, and says her daughter is a bitch! (Daughter was 11, by the way). Really? REALLY?

This idiot woman can't even comprehend that it's hard to see her mother with a different man every night? You can't understand how that would be hard for a young girl? So you decide to call her a bitch?

OH my god.

OKAY, that's all for today, because this is going to turn into a huge blog.

I'll be back!

~Jaime Lee

God, it only sucks because I adored those kids.


But, that is life.