A nice summer day...
I just spent a little while walking around the house, exploring the trees, laying in the grass, all the while Little One was prancing around behind me... We played... I threw grass at her and she liked that, I walked some more, she pranced some more...
As I got to the side yard playing with Little One, I heard another cat somewhere... I looked up at the house and saw Goomba in the window of the bathroom! He was yelling at me! Hehe.
My eyesight went away for a while due to the heat, but it was all worth it, to get back to nature and spend time with an animal... to connect to an animal is very rewarding. She won't go near anyone else but me... and I love that I can do that. :) She's my baby....
I was thinking about my life while I was laying down in the grass looking at the clouds... There is so much more to life than just boyfriends, ex boyfriends, ex wives, ex anythings. The drama has to stop. I look at what I have... I have a family that I would do anything for, and they would do the same, I have animals, I have a job that I'm good at, I have my health, besides the MS, and I have my future. My future can be anything I want it to be. And I'm excited about that. I do have to let things be. I think about how happy I was when my one ex wrote to me. I missed him. I missed bantering with him, as he was the only person that could stand up to my personality. But if he wasn't willing to make good on what he said, then I don't deserve that. I deserve better than that, because like my other ex always said, I am an amazing person. And he was right. He probably doesn't think that NOW, but he did! And I am. And I was sad that my most recent ex got mad at me. But I thought about it, and he had no reason to be mad with me. I am the one that understood his situation and took him back three times.... I deserve better. As he always told me, don't settle...
And I won't.
I'm trying on another guy right now! It's in the works, so we'll see how that goes. Plus I want to find out Hannaford Deli Man's name and ask him if he's free sometime... TEEHEE.
Yes, that is what I should do today... go buy some turkey and cheese... muwahahahaha.....
Okay, I have to go play Etrian Odyssey 2 some more and maybe go shopping for turkey and cheese and wear my best outfit.... :D And do my hair... :P
Bye for now... whoever you are..
Jaime Lee
As I got to the side yard playing with Little One, I heard another cat somewhere... I looked up at the house and saw Goomba in the window of the bathroom! He was yelling at me! Hehe.
My eyesight went away for a while due to the heat, but it was all worth it, to get back to nature and spend time with an animal... to connect to an animal is very rewarding. She won't go near anyone else but me... and I love that I can do that. :) She's my baby....
I was thinking about my life while I was laying down in the grass looking at the clouds... There is so much more to life than just boyfriends, ex boyfriends, ex wives, ex anythings. The drama has to stop. I look at what I have... I have a family that I would do anything for, and they would do the same, I have animals, I have a job that I'm good at, I have my health, besides the MS, and I have my future. My future can be anything I want it to be. And I'm excited about that. I do have to let things be. I think about how happy I was when my one ex wrote to me. I missed him. I missed bantering with him, as he was the only person that could stand up to my personality. But if he wasn't willing to make good on what he said, then I don't deserve that. I deserve better than that, because like my other ex always said, I am an amazing person. And he was right. He probably doesn't think that NOW, but he did! And I am. And I was sad that my most recent ex got mad at me. But I thought about it, and he had no reason to be mad with me. I am the one that understood his situation and took him back three times.... I deserve better. As he always told me, don't settle...
And I won't.
I'm trying on another guy right now! It's in the works, so we'll see how that goes. Plus I want to find out Hannaford Deli Man's name and ask him if he's free sometime... TEEHEE.
Yes, that is what I should do today... go buy some turkey and cheese... muwahahahaha.....
Okay, I have to go play Etrian Odyssey 2 some more and maybe go shopping for turkey and cheese and wear my best outfit.... :D And do my hair... :P
Bye for now... whoever you are..
Jaime Lee
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