Reflections...
I am having a root canal tomorrow! Oh my god! I am so excited!
Why? (You knew I'd ask)
Because! I haven't had dental work since I was little so I'm excited!
Know what I've noticed at work? Girls actually are afraid of me a little, which I'm happy about.
When someone calls in, I yell at them and say no, they actually come in!
Can you imagine that? That I can have that kind of control? That's awesome. And I'm proud of myself. I don't understand how these girls take no responsibility. They have jobs just because their parents tell them they have to. They call in all the time. And their own parents lie for them. Interesting isn't it?
I would hope that I would not lie for my child one day when it comes to work ethics. I've noticed most people have none. Just like morals.
But hey, Correcting Time is coming soon so the world will balance itself out. Don't you worry!
(http://lightson.net/correctingtime.htm)
I'm excited by the upcoming movies about 11:11. If I give $1,000 to the one, my name will appear on the credits! How exciting will THAT be? Very exciting.
http://11-11-11themovie.com/
http://www.the1111phenomenon.com/
I'm more excited about the second one...
I've been having the feeling that someone is watching me lately. I always feel a presence. Not necessarily a bad feeling, but different. It happens every once in a while, usually when my sightings of 11 increase. Which they have. I usually take those sightings as though I'm on the right track. Going in the right direction. So, YAY ME!
Life is such a gift. I don't intend of wasting it. And I've noticed that when certain people leave my life, other ones come in. When Mike and I broke up, a girl from work wrote me a beautiful card that made me cry. She said I'm an amazing person.... that sticks with me. The fact that someone can see the good in someone is so wonderful. I needed to hear that, especially after the difficult time I had after Mike and I broke up. So it seems as if through divine intervention, that certain people come into your life for a reason. They make you think. Make you wonder about the beautiful forces out there. And she didn't even know about my breakup. And I'm grateful that she came into my life. She has morals. She has conviction. And her and I both know those are hard qualities to come by.
And I can look at it another way too, when Dan and I broke up, Mike came into my life. He was amazingly different from anyone I had ever known. Made me feel good. Made me feel like I could take on the world. He instilled in me the confidence I did not have before. And I only hope I made a difference in his life as well.
Dan was my first boyfriend. He was my first everything. And I am grateful for that, he is a good person. So I am grateful that he was there for my 'firsts'. I could think of nobody better to share those with.
After the beating my ego and confidence took after the breakup with Mike, David came along. He was so different than anyone I had known previously. He was gentle. He was kind. He instilled in me the calm that I had not had before. He made me leave anger behind and be okay with things. And for that, I am grateful.
I have learned so many things from everyone I've known well in my life. There are other forces at work out there. 11 came into my life when I thought my life was worth nothing. When I had wondered if life was worth living. 11 mysteriously showed me that there is something to live for; a mystery. A question. Something that needs answers. I am grateful for that.
And all the while, my family has been there. To guide me. To listen to me. To love me. Words cannot express how grateful I am that my family is who they are. They are hard workers. They will do anything for the rest of the family. And I love them.
Goodnight...
Love,
Jaime Lee
Why? (You knew I'd ask)
Because! I haven't had dental work since I was little so I'm excited!
Know what I've noticed at work? Girls actually are afraid of me a little, which I'm happy about.
When someone calls in, I yell at them and say no, they actually come in!
Can you imagine that? That I can have that kind of control? That's awesome. And I'm proud of myself. I don't understand how these girls take no responsibility. They have jobs just because their parents tell them they have to. They call in all the time. And their own parents lie for them. Interesting isn't it?
I would hope that I would not lie for my child one day when it comes to work ethics. I've noticed most people have none. Just like morals.
But hey, Correcting Time is coming soon so the world will balance itself out. Don't you worry!
(http://lightson.net/correctingtime.htm)
I'm excited by the upcoming movies about 11:11. If I give $1,000 to the one, my name will appear on the credits! How exciting will THAT be? Very exciting.
http://11-11-11themovie.com/
http://www.the1111phenomenon.com/
I'm more excited about the second one...
I've been having the feeling that someone is watching me lately. I always feel a presence. Not necessarily a bad feeling, but different. It happens every once in a while, usually when my sightings of 11 increase. Which they have. I usually take those sightings as though I'm on the right track. Going in the right direction. So, YAY ME!
Life is such a gift. I don't intend of wasting it. And I've noticed that when certain people leave my life, other ones come in. When Mike and I broke up, a girl from work wrote me a beautiful card that made me cry. She said I'm an amazing person.... that sticks with me. The fact that someone can see the good in someone is so wonderful. I needed to hear that, especially after the difficult time I had after Mike and I broke up. So it seems as if through divine intervention, that certain people come into your life for a reason. They make you think. Make you wonder about the beautiful forces out there. And she didn't even know about my breakup. And I'm grateful that she came into my life. She has morals. She has conviction. And her and I both know those are hard qualities to come by.
And I can look at it another way too, when Dan and I broke up, Mike came into my life. He was amazingly different from anyone I had ever known. Made me feel good. Made me feel like I could take on the world. He instilled in me the confidence I did not have before. And I only hope I made a difference in his life as well.
Dan was my first boyfriend. He was my first everything. And I am grateful for that, he is a good person. So I am grateful that he was there for my 'firsts'. I could think of nobody better to share those with.
After the beating my ego and confidence took after the breakup with Mike, David came along. He was so different than anyone I had known previously. He was gentle. He was kind. He instilled in me the calm that I had not had before. He made me leave anger behind and be okay with things. And for that, I am grateful.
I have learned so many things from everyone I've known well in my life. There are other forces at work out there. 11 came into my life when I thought my life was worth nothing. When I had wondered if life was worth living. 11 mysteriously showed me that there is something to live for; a mystery. A question. Something that needs answers. I am grateful for that.
And all the while, my family has been there. To guide me. To listen to me. To love me. Words cannot express how grateful I am that my family is who they are. They are hard workers. They will do anything for the rest of the family. And I love them.
Goodnight...
Love,
Jaime Lee
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