Update!

I feel much better now, as I've been drinking lots of water!

I pee almost normal, so I think what I was feeling was almost a fluke! But yay for me!

I've been thinking of my future a lot lately. And I'm trying to picture my work life without my family in it. I can't imagine being at the bakery without them.. :(

But I know I could do it some day. If that opportunity ever came about to where my dad made me a partner or gave the business to me, I know I could rise to the challenge.

I've been watching carefully with a critical eye for eleven years now. And I really think I could do it myself. I know it'd be hard, but, I'm smart.

The officer called me and was very curious about the woman I have that drives from Cobleskill.

I know, right?! Who drives that far for a minimum wage job??? Like sixty something miles? Hrm... I will go ponder that one for a while.

My brain keeps realizing things about an ex boyfriend. It's getting crazy. But. All the lies are finally being realized in my subconscious and making me think about things.

I realized today that when I went to open up an email in his inbox that said it was from some girl on Facebook, he shoved me in the chest and made me fall over so I couldn't read it... He claimed it was because he was afraid it was spam..

Is that any reason to push me over? Nope. So. My brain realized today that it's because it was from the other girl. Psht.

And THEN my brain came up with this one! How he used to just disappear and say he was driving to some far off place to go buy something from someone on Craig's list, but, he never came home with the product.

So. I realized TODAY that he had most likely been with some other woman. And man! Must have been for a long ass time!

Poor Jaime!

HAPPY ALMOST HALLOWEEN!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! I was supposed to have a party, but, I got too busy!

Know what bothers me? These idiot protestors on Wall Street.

What. The FUCK.

What the hell is wrong with people making a profit? What is wrong with people making money? Or millions?

Why should millionaires pay more taxes? How is that American? You can make as much money as you want! Good for you!

These idiot people, lots of which have quit their jobs to go PROTEST the idea of making money? Really?

What. The FUCK. I can't take these hippie ideals anymore. My god! It's hard enough owning a small business! With unemployment taxes and everything else you have to pay, it's hardly working!

I can't say I am sympathetic to people who 'can't find work'. Bullshit. I've been looking for a person to hire for three months! Nobody wants a job. Nobody! Why? Too easy on unemployment! Want to protest something that matters? Go protest what Obama is doing! Say "OBAMA! Quit giving out so much god damn money and extending benefits!"

That might MAKE people get a job, which in turn would allow companies to HIRE MORE, which will help the UNEMPLOYMENT NUMBERS FALL, which would allow companies to INVEST and PURCHASE more, so companies will make more money, spend more money and economy improves!

Is this a hard thing to grasp in people's minds?

I've been hacking hours like crazy to try to save as much money as I can! I finally hired someone because I realized we can't do the holiday without one more person! But trust me, once the holiday is over, a few more people can go!

Awwwww...

Okay, I'll stop...

Will write more tomorrow, so come check me out! Teehee...

Oops, wait, input picture to add interest!

Woah. Thin Jaime. And mad Jaime! Watch out!!! She attacks randomly...

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Urinary Tract Infections and Ex Boyfriends.

Okay...

I bet you think those are weird combinations, huh?

Well they are.

I just sat down and realized I have another UTI. First rule for a UTI? Stuff yourself with water. Then! Put vagisil on our hoo hoo. Then? Heating pad on abdomen.

Please believe me. Especially drowning yourself in water. The first time I ever had one, I stopped drinking because it would hurt when I peed! But! That only makes it worse!! Drink often, and pee lots. You'll be happy I told you this.

Now, I downed two orange pills and drank like twenty galloons of water. I just puked up on myself because apparently that was too much water at once...

I'm all better now.

ONTO THE NEXT SUBJECT!

Ex boyfriends. I was just realizing that I realized how much better I am than him. And how I feel sorry for him. Not David, Mike I'm referring to here.

David is just a wack job, but, Mike is messed up.

Why was I thinking this again? Great question.

Because YESTERDAY I was thinking of how I deserve a true gentleman. And so TODAY I was thinking that I haven't had that yet. And the one boyfriend that tried to convince me he was all that and a bag of chips, was actually the worst one ever.

He lied. About everything. His family. His father. His getting beaten up. His girlfriends. His ex fiance. His job. His applying to Bassett. Everything.

And I was getting sad that I was that stupid to not see it.

So. How do I resolve how I feel stupid?

Well. I sit back and think.... I'm Jaime. And I'm awesome. What the FUCK was I doing with some ugly bastard that lied to me. Right? I lowered my standards by a ton there, and I could not figure out why I would have done that.

But I think I know why now.

I met him during my relapse. So I was vulnerable. He knew this. He preyed on this. He made me think that he was the only man that would be with me in such a condition.

So, that's why I'm better than him. I can't imagine using someone that way and being that manipulative.

But I suppose the Devil is real, right? Hehe. I found him!

I dated the devil. Woot woot.

Okay. My fingers are ice cold and I can't type.

Let me find a picture to put in here, as I like pictures.

Hang on.

Yup. I like that one.

Okay. I am done now. Will write more tomorrow! And coming soon! Updates on my UTI!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Urinary Tract Infections and Ex Boyfriends.

Randomness.

Hi again.

Fingerprinting underway! The girls didn't seem to like being inconvenienced. But the policeman was very nice to me on the phone. I'm glad they are being kind... last time we were robbed they didn't seem to care at all :(

Do I have any ideas? Yes. And I hear through the grapevine that some other people have suspicions too. INteresting. I will be a detective and get to the bottom of it. My family did not deserve that. We all work too damn hard to make a living and we do not need people taking our hard-earned money. And equipment! Turns out they took some of the mixer bowls. What?

Like seriously. Cash was not good enough for you? Really?

Bothers me. But those types of people will eventually come to justice I believe.

I like this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bUwkjIXaHEI&feature=related

Makes me relax and get sleepy.

It's snowing out. And it's so so pretty! Makes me want Christmas to be here soon.

Freezer is probably going to be put in and all set up hopefully within a week. Yay!

I need winter boots!!! I just looked outside and it's coming down in white fluffy buckets! OH no.

Is it obvious that I have no ideas for a blog in my head? Nope. So, I apologize to whomever reads this.

I was thinking today, while listening to a song... That I deserve to be with a man (someday) that worships the ground I walk in, that will hold me high on a pedestal. A woman at work once told me that... and I believe it's true now. I do deserve the very best. Someone who will love me. For real.

Anyone that has ever claimed to love me was not truthful. It can't be love if you call me a fat bitch. No. :(

So. Someday! Watch out world, here I come!!!!

Okay, those are all the thoughts now... will write more!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Don't mess with the GBS.

Hi!

I've had an interesting week...

The bakery got robbed on Sunday... They took lots of money and I'm so pissed off I could kill someone.

The police took lots of fingerprints and found lots of good ones. Apparently the person stole a soda before leaving and left the frickin' cooler door open all night. Fucker.

The person ransacked the office. I would have thought they could have at least taken some of the bills and paid them for us. You know, as a good gesture.

So, they are fingerprinting all the girls and us to rule people out.

I don't get it. Work. Make money. Be happy.

Don't work? Steal money? How do you live with yourself?

But, I suppose things could be worse... could have been there at that time and maybe they could be dangerous. But. I will be thankful that I at least brought all the money from the drawers home on Sunday. Imagine if I had left it there? I'd never be able to live with myself. :(

Okay... I have to blog about Linday Lohan and her Playboy thing later...

But for now I have to go eat something.

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

I want a big fat greek wedding.

I just watched My Big Fat Greek Wedding. It made me cry the entire time. Why? Assuming I was feeling sorry for myself in that men keep lying to me and cheating on me and breaking my heart. But I hate feeling sorry for myself. It was just a temporary thing, I swear!

What cheered me up? A text message from Jon that said "You are awesome. Just thought you should know that!"

Best text message ever. It made everything better... the fact that a man sees the good things I am and appreciates them.. :) But I am being super careful with this one, taking things uber slow. Can't mess it up, since I'm really excited about him.

Know what is pissing me off something horrible?

This whole Paranormal Activity craze that has hit the nation. What. The FUCK.

It's not scary. It's not creative. It's not real. But oh! Let's make a movie that LOOKS like we are video taping it ourselves because we have ghost activity! Yeaaah! Maybe we'll be millionaires!

Who knew. But I swear, any idiot FuckTard who likes those movies loses my respect.

I saw the first one and could not keep my mouth shut during the whole thing. The person I was watching it with was all excited and scared. Dumb fuck.

Know what bothers me also?

Those damn cube cars. What the hell. It bothers me more than those OTHER boxy cars I used to blog about. Honda! Element!

Nope. Winner now goes to Scion cube-looking cars. Or whatever the hell it is. Here, look at this disgrace:

It looks like hearse for modern times. I can't stand it anymore. Just when you think things can't get any worse!

But... then they do...

So. Now I'm all torn. Which one is worse? Who gets the award?

What's so wrong with buying something that looks NICE? Aesthetically pleasing? You know how people try to find the best looking mate? Why can't humans do the same things with their cars? This defies all the laws!

Now. Take my car...

hehe... I chose this one because it's super cute with the girl! But really! My car looks good with an attractive women next to it!

You can't pull that off with one of those other cars...

See? I googled Scion cars, and this came up as one of the results...

See what I mean?

And he's trying so hard! But he can't do it! Because he knows he's not as good!

Nope. Not as good as a nice Chevy car, truck, or suv.

Okay.. I am done for now, will write more laters!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

I'm going to Pratt?

Hi everyone!!!

I got an email from Pratt about financial aid and exit interviews and stuff... and it was addressed to all graduating students...

Do I go there...?

I WISH I went there. But hey. Can't have everything you want. But. They want to talk about my student loans or something... hmph.

I was at Hannaford today (go figure), saw by Eric guy (woot woot), and it was like WELFARE CITY today.

Know how many adults I saw in pajamas? At least five fuckers walking around in either pink or light blue (what's that about?) pajama bottoms.

I felt dirty inside to have been there at the same time as these idiots.

Then. I was finally free! Went outside but heard tons of bass, and much to my disgrace, realized someone had Rhianna blasting from their car... and even MORE upsetting was the fact that is was Rude Boy.

I was picturing this person to either be a man in his twenties that thinks he's cool and wears his pants half off his ass, OR some ghetto-ish type girl with way too tight jeans on and one of those short black puffy jackets with a hood with fur on it. Know what I mean?

Know what stepped out?

One of those idiot middle aged blonde ugly fuckers that wear their jeans way too high with her shirt tucked into her too high jeans, with a big wide black belt with those silver holes all around it.

God.

Who DOES that?!? New Hartford idiots. That's who.

Anyways. I had a disturbing dream last night... I was getting beaten up by some older man. It hurt.

Then. I had a dream that I went to a party to warn my exes girlfriend about him and how he's a liar and a cheat... and he caught me and pulled a gun on me, but then decided he should only kill himself because of what an asshole he has been to both of us.

Hm. Think I have anger issues? Yes. I do.

I have to go play Twilight Princess now... relaxxxxx...

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

God is messing with me...

Hi everyone!

Why is that picture there...? Jeeze.

Know what bothers me? When I am being haunted by people who have to do with an ex boyfriend. I just realized a girl that applied for a job about a week ago is related to my ex somehow... I found someone else for the position, but then the name kept bothering me so I went on a hunch and sure enough.. found her on my exes facebook, exes sister's facebook, exes father's facebook, and exes mother's facebook.

I suppose that was a good thing I found someone else...?

Then. Someone else wants a job that works at the place my exes current girlfriend works. Eek. What if they know each other? That would be weird. But she sounds like a doll so I'm stuck in this weird position. Also in need of another person at work... Hmph. And don't worry... I did not stalk her Facebook, I only know she works there because I had to find her when I suspected my ex of cheating on me... so. Found out where she works since it's on her Facebook. I swear.

So. God is continually toying with me. I can't get a break. There are signs everywhere. And why I have no idea. And these aren't things that I can control, or that are coming from my head. Ugh.

I got on the subject of this particular ex at lunch today. Why? (because trust me, I hate thinking about it). I had a weird dream about two ex boyfriends and one friend. Had a dream that the most recent one's son died by getting hit by a bus and it was horrible. Then had a dream I was in my OTHER exes car, but he would not look at me and all I could see was the back of his head. I think I'll look that up to see what it means... one moment please!

Okay. Can't find anything. But I'm sure it has something to do with deception.

But anyways. I think God has to cut it out. Unless he wants to TELL me why he is sending these weird things to me to make me think of something that I don't want to think about because it PISSES ME OFF so GOD DAMN MUCH. Oops... sorry God!

Well. Maybe he's telling me I need stop being angry or something. OR to not let that relationship ruin my future, since I recently vowed never to trust another man ever again.

Jeepers.

Okay, I will write more tomorrow!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Republican Debate

Hi everyone!

I just watched the Western Republican Debate.

I know most people reading this won't give two shits about what I have to say in regards to politics, since I've haven't found anyone who is interested...

But here are my thoughts, in case you were wondering.

The winner? Newt Gingrich by far.

Let me tell you why I find him intriguing.. He has the simplest answers. Very smart. To the point. No bullshit. No attacking other candidates (at least minimally). He's a smart man and I would trust him to run this country. I suppose anyone over President Obama. When asked a question, he actually answered the question. Santorum and Perry seemed to dodge questions which I do not trust. And Herman Cain actually had a lot of interesting answers himself, but I understand why people might be hesitant with him and his 9 9 9 plan. Although, I'm off to research this plan more thoroughly to get more in-depth with it and make some sense out of it.

Main problem that I saw? Governor Rick Perry. His attack on Romney in regards to illegals was uncalled for and out of place. I was all set to hear Perry's answer on the healthcare question, and he turned into a vicious pit bull and jumped on Romney for illegal. Had nothing to do with healthcare. I was bummed.

But, my intrigue? Romney can hold his own. And I can respect someone who can keep up with attacks and fight back.

I need a boyfriend like that. Find me one.

Bachman, Ron Paul and Santorum seemed to be the under dogs. But I believe my vote will be with Gingrich.

I only wish they had more questions and answers about the economy and how it relates to small businesses. That intrigues me. How nobody understand that lowering taxes on small businesses will increase jobs as well as spending, is beyond me. Am I the only one?

I'll have to see more of him to make my final vote.

Anyways.

Now that everyone has skipped over this part, I'll start my usual stuff...

I was actually happy at work today... everything clicked. I finally found a young girl who can ice halfmoons in a timely fashion, and she does what I tell her to do. Everything flowed. It was a wonderful day. I did my pile of cakes all before 11 am. I was happy. Giving out orders. Doing my job. Happy day for Jaime.

I realized why I have such a struggle with most employees... when they aren't of normal mental capability like I would expect, it gets tense. I almost feel bad giving orders to people of lower intelligence, so I say nothing. Which is a stupid managerial position to take, I know.

But I am learning. :D

Anyways...

I have to go now, maybe find chocolate!

Love always,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Part 1?

Hi again!

Well, the new gigantic freezer is in our possession now! So excited. This will able us to produce more to meet demands... make more money... and hopefully see my parents one day buy a lake front cottage like they always wanted. I hope to see that dream come true for them.

Life is interesting. It intrigues me every day. And lately I've been reflective because certain things keep coming up that insist on reminding me of the heartache I had to go through because of the cowardly acts of an ex boyfriend.

Now, I do realize I seem to touch on this subject a lot. No, I am not obsessed. The world is insisting on reminding me of it for some reason and it's been bothering me. I'm trying to figure out why things are coming together synchronistically for me, but have to include memories of someone I don't want memories of because it angers me. But I suppose there are reasons, right?

My brother moved back into the house (yay!) and he is re-doing his room in an asian style. Doing all blacks, grays, and reds. He is into the whole asian art thing and he showed me a simple painting of a bamboo tree that he loves. Then it hit me (don't know why) that this ex boyfriend gave me a chinese brush painting kit a month before he turned into a douche bag and started doing things with another woman.... cough.

Anways! So I showed my brother and told him to pick out a picture and I'd do it for him and frame it for his room. He asked me where my ex got it, and I told him. Nobody believed it and asked "who do you think he ripped this off from?"

I laughed, as I now have to question everything he had ever done for me.

I'm constantly reminded that I was naive. And stupid.

I only worry because I'm having a hard time wanting to trust another man. And this isn't going to bode well for my new man friend. If I lack the ability to trust people, where will that leave me?

I only trust my immediate family. And perhaps that's the way it should be. They've always been there for me. :)

Exes not so much. I once asked an ex to get my car inspected for me, as he was just hanging around the bakery doing nothing. He said "do it yourself". Ah... but that was right around the time that he started doing things with someone else... so I suppose it all makes sense now :D

Okay. Enough with how stupid I was!

Onto how COOL I am!

Wait I have to go to bed instead.

Will write part 2 tomorrow!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

I see spiders!

Hi again!

I had another hallucination! This time the spider was even bigger than the ones I saw before! He was about 12 inches long! (hehe)

I find it extremely interesting. I mean how you think while you're hallucinating. I'd like to research it further. I think it's cool how I don't get scared, even though it's extremely real to me. He was just crawling on my ceiling again... silly thing. I call him Howard now. I hope he visits me again!

I'm hoping to have that date really soon, he keeps asking me out on days that I can't go out! Ugh.... I hope he doesn't think I'm not interested anymore... :( Because boy... I am :)

My parents are in Pittsburgh picking up the ginormous freezer for the bakery! I am so excited about this that I can barely contain myself!

Know what band I like a lot? Sick Puppies. I like that song. And that other one! One reminds me of my ex so I'm trying to not like it anymore. And the other one reminds me of him too, because he should be apologizing to me and feel bad for what he did. Hm. That could mean both exes. Man. I need to pick better men, huh...

What is this post about?

I think I'm going to order a pizza! And maybe dress real nice for the delivery man!

I did that when I went to the grocery store! Wore my boots (yeehaw), and got all cute and slightly sexy! And wore perfume I haven't worn in 9 months! And I turned some heads! Believe it or not! And I made sure to make eye contact and keep eye contact with these really cute men that work there... I even smiled at them! And guess WHAT! They smiled back at me!!! See? I can do it! Teehee....

Okay... since I totally forgot why I went on here, I guess I'll go until it hits me.

I'm sure it was to bitch about Lady GaGa or that other slut or that OTHER slut Ke$sha. Bitch.

Okay, bye for now...

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Angle Cake? Fuck.

Hi again!!

I was on Facebook. Don't know why. It's worthless. But. Can't not go on it to see what my brother is up to :)

So. Anyways. I was on Facebook. And I keep scrolling down and see how all these people I went to high school with are getting married.

All of these people I am referring to are really.... not too good looking (not to be mean).

And. I look at me. I have a decent face, right? Why can't I find the person I'm meant to be with. Get married.

Maybe it's just really not meant to be. I suppose that is possible, right? I just wonder sometimes, how awful people and bad personality-people and not-so-good-looking people can find someone to love them... but I can't.

Is it my standards? Are they too high?

Do I expect too much from people?

Do I not allow for faults?

I should figure those things out. But I must say, I'm hesitant to get to know people more, because I'm having a lovely time being single. I realized today, I don't need anyone. I like being independent. And I suppose there is nothing wrong with that... is there?

Oh!

Look at this:

This is a note an employee left me the other day:

This bothers me and is in part why I feel the human race is doomed for all eternity.

First, she spelled my name wrong. My name is Jaime.

Second, she spelled the customer's name wrong... Christeena. No. No.

Third, the number 2 was used for the word 'to'. This bothers me.

Fourth, the letter 'u' was used for the word 'you'.

Fifth, she used the word Angle for Angel. This bothers me a lot more than the third thing that was wrong. Angle cake? Go fuck yourself.

Sixth, she spelled Theme wrong. Little Miss Idiot Fucker spelled it Theame.

Jamie. Christeena. 2. u. Angle. Theame.

Maybe these misspelled words are trying to tell me something! Like from God!

Jaime: Christeena. Christ!!

Jaime and Christ!

2 u. To you!

Jaime and Christ to you!

Angle Theame.

Angel Theme?

Jaime! Christ wants you to do an angel theme?

Jaime does mean Angel of God. Hmmmmmm....

Huh. That is interesting.

I think I'll spend the rest of my day coming up with other things this could mean. I'll let you all know what I come up with!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Again?!?

No.

I can't take it anymore.

CHEEK PIERCINGS! Can't deal with it.

It's spreading!!!! It's like some kind of disease in New Hartford is spreading at a rate unprecedented!

Nope. Can't deal with this. I don't get it. I will never get it and I don't want to get it.

Subject closed.

Only until it irritates the shit out of me again, give it a few weeks.

On a happier note!

I like my new man friend every more each day! Smart... funny... nice... has a job... works hard... lives in Rome so I would be close to two things I love: Wyndham and Delta Lake....

Oh.

My.

God.

Yay Jaime!

I am going to make home-made macaroni and cheese now, so I have to go..

Will write more for some reason. Who the hell would read my blog? :D

Love,

Jaime Lee

South Park=crying

I think I've realized I may have some repressed emotions and issues coming to the surface... I think I have to deal with them soon.

I was watching South Park again, and I started crying during the Facebook episode.

Is that normal?

....he didn't have any Facebook friends..... :(

I'll try to cheer up, we are having a cookout today... I need meat.

Love,

Jaime Lee

Eat, Pray, Queef? TeeHEE!

Heheheheheheheh.......

Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe.....!!!

I was just watching South Park, the episode titled: Eat, Pray, Queef...

I just choked on my chex mix!!!!

Hehehehehhe....

When the girl queefed on Butters I almost died.... And nobody is home!

Could have choked to death...

Okay, that is all!

hehehehehehehhe.......

Nothingness! Watch out.

Hi!

So! My insurance decided that they will pay $3500/month so I can continue taking my Copaxone!

Oh happy day! This really excites me, as I was not looking forward to getting sick all the time!

I am really excited about my potential date. I could use a date right about now. Yes indeed. Know how long it's been since I've been on a date? Few months! OH my god. Jaime needs a man to talk to! And he's smart! And handsome! And likes math! And has a really good job! And is super sweet to me and texts me every morning to say good morning and texts me as soon as he gets out of work to ask how my day was!

Can you imagine that? That makes me super happy!

AND he seems trustworthy! I don't think I've dated someone who was trustworthy yet. Nope. So my day has come!

YAY FOR JAIME!

I think maybe I'll get my hair cut and dyed first! Awww.... I'll be so cute.

Anyways. I found this AMAZING Chex Mix!!!! It's like that reindeer track stuff that exists somewhere. Can't remember what that is from.

But! It's chex mix with peanut butter and like, powdered sugar!!!! I am so happy!

Jaime has her period and needs chocolate. So I found some.

Anyways.

What is this blog about anyways?

Nothingness. But it's okay, nothingness can be alright.

I was walking around Price Chopper today, and went by the meat section. My mom was getting stuff, and afterwards told me that "That guy was checking you ooooouuuuut!"

It's nice to hear once in a while. Made me feel good for a few minutes. But THEN I walked by the ribs in a bucket and got really mad, since it reminded me of my ex. And how he betrayed me. And made me think he wanted a future with me. And how he claimed to love me. And how he wanted to marry me. And then how he cheated on me and ripped my heart out. And all the feelings of ANGER came back.

Totally ruined the high I was on from the meat counter guy.

But hey, that's life for ya, huh?

:D

Well, I have to go now, so I will write more later!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Randomness and cheek piercings!

Hi!

I went to the neurologists today! He was very upset about the problems with my insurance company... He said he will do everything he can to keep me on Copaxone. But if need be, he suggests Avonex. He also warned me to take it on the night before a day when I don't have to work, as I will be in pain, and feel extremely sick. He said there is a small chance it won't happen, but, most likely will.

That made me not happy. But. We'll see what happens with the insurance.

Want to know what bothers me? Those stupid face piercings. Those ones like, in the cheek area. What the fuck is that about?

I was discussing piercings with my family, and my father says tattoos and piercings disgust him, and that people with tattoos most likely aren't entirely right. I laughed, as I wondered how long he had been waiting to say that, given mike had some. But, I did stand up for ear piercings. He is okay with those. And I did mention how I would like to get my nose pierced. But like this:

Isn't that darling? Simple and pretty. Plus it helps if you have a pretty face, such as this woman. So, I'd be fine, right? :D

So. That will be my new thing.

But I detest any other piercings now. I don't get it. I don't want to get it.

Okay. Take this, for example:

Now. Yes, she has a nice body. But, why would you ruin that with getting piercings in your fucking cheeks? Did that enhance her beauty? No, it marred it in fact. Now, I know of only one man that would disagree, given that she has dark hair and nice abs, and my ex was all into that, but, he's the exception. The middle finger does not help this young lady's appearance either, but, hey, it goes with the cheek piercing.

Does she has a gun in her panties?

Anyways. Moving on. OH! So, I decided that what would be tasteful is a small teeny tiny minuscule nose dot. Hehe. Nose dot.

I will be breaking out my 'hooker boots' pretty soon, for a date hopefully. And I seem to have good luck when I wear those boots. No, they are not tramp-ish. They are just black boots. Trust me. But it seems to offer me good luck on dates! I could use some of that. :) I've been a good person!

I was pondering today about life. And how I am extremely blessed. I have a family. We all get along. We all respect each-other. We, for the most part, have good health. And I was thinking that it's really all I want out of life. And I felt good when the neurologist did all his tests, and pricking me and poking me, that he said I'm doing well, and it's almost rare. And I was thinking that maybe it's attributed to my positive thinking. I hope so :)

I have to go to sleep now, will write more about things that bother me!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Selling a ring! Who wants it?!?

Hi! I am currently having a family get-together! So much fun.

You may be wondering why I'm on the computer blogging....

I didn't fit into any of the current conversations!

One about baseball, one about Rum, one about The Matrix...

Jaime fits nowhere!

Hehe.

I was showing everyone my room, and people are all like "woooah!" "what an awesome room!" "Oh can I buy one of your paintings?!" (hell yeah), stuff like that...

My brother spotted a few items and was like "Woah, you have one?".... and I reply "Nope. It's Mikes!" And he laughed and said "niiice". And I was all like "oh yeaaaah".

So, he is going to help me sell some stuff. And since Mike was evil and sold my computer, I will not feel bad about trying to make money off of something that was left during a relationship. Do unto others as you would... have done... unto... thou.... something... Hehe....

Then he came across something else, and my reply was the same. And it made me feel like perhaps this is the kiddie Jaime version of revenge! Right? He got to keep my stuff and sell it. Now all I need to do is find out how much I can sell the ring for! Probably cost him all of $5.00 now that I think about it. But hey, I can use five bucks.

I love my family. I love Sundays with my family. This is all I want out of life, right here. A family. Close unit. Love.

I don't ask for much... this is all I ever need out of life. Right here :)

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11