I see spiders!

Hi again!

I had another hallucination! This time the spider was even bigger than the ones I saw before! He was about 12 inches long! (hehe)

I find it extremely interesting. I mean how you think while you're hallucinating. I'd like to research it further. I think it's cool how I don't get scared, even though it's extremely real to me. He was just crawling on my ceiling again... silly thing. I call him Howard now. I hope he visits me again!

I'm hoping to have that date really soon, he keeps asking me out on days that I can't go out! Ugh.... I hope he doesn't think I'm not interested anymore... :( Because boy... I am :)

My parents are in Pittsburgh picking up the ginormous freezer for the bakery! I am so excited about this that I can barely contain myself!

Know what band I like a lot? Sick Puppies. I like that song. And that other one! One reminds me of my ex so I'm trying to not like it anymore. And the other one reminds me of him too, because he should be apologizing to me and feel bad for what he did. Hm. That could mean both exes. Man. I need to pick better men, huh...

What is this post about?

I think I'm going to order a pizza! And maybe dress real nice for the delivery man!

I did that when I went to the grocery store! Wore my boots (yeehaw), and got all cute and slightly sexy! And wore perfume I haven't worn in 9 months! And I turned some heads! Believe it or not! And I made sure to make eye contact and keep eye contact with these really cute men that work there... I even smiled at them! And guess WHAT! They smiled back at me!!! See? I can do it! Teehee....

Okay... since I totally forgot why I went on here, I guess I'll go until it hits me.

I'm sure it was to bitch about Lady GaGa or that other slut or that OTHER slut Ke$sha. Bitch.

Okay, bye for now...

Love,

Jaime Lee

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