Update!

I feel much better now, as I've been drinking lots of water!

I pee almost normal, so I think what I was feeling was almost a fluke! But yay for me!

I've been thinking of my future a lot lately. And I'm trying to picture my work life without my family in it. I can't imagine being at the bakery without them.. :(

But I know I could do it some day. If that opportunity ever came about to where my dad made me a partner or gave the business to me, I know I could rise to the challenge.

I've been watching carefully with a critical eye for eleven years now. And I really think I could do it myself. I know it'd be hard, but, I'm smart.

The officer called me and was very curious about the woman I have that drives from Cobleskill.

I know, right?! Who drives that far for a minimum wage job??? Like sixty something miles? Hrm... I will go ponder that one for a while.

My brain keeps realizing things about an ex boyfriend. It's getting crazy. But. All the lies are finally being realized in my subconscious and making me think about things.

I realized today that when I went to open up an email in his inbox that said it was from some girl on Facebook, he shoved me in the chest and made me fall over so I couldn't read it... He claimed it was because he was afraid it was spam..

Is that any reason to push me over? Nope. So. My brain realized today that it's because it was from the other girl. Psht.

And THEN my brain came up with this one! How he used to just disappear and say he was driving to some far off place to go buy something from someone on Craig's list, but, he never came home with the product.

So. I realized TODAY that he had most likely been with some other woman. And man! Must have been for a long ass time!

Poor Jaime!

HAPPY ALMOST HALLOWEEN!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! I was supposed to have a party, but, I got too busy!

Know what bothers me? These idiot protestors on Wall Street.

What. The FUCK.

What the hell is wrong with people making a profit? What is wrong with people making money? Or millions?

Why should millionaires pay more taxes? How is that American? You can make as much money as you want! Good for you!

These idiot people, lots of which have quit their jobs to go PROTEST the idea of making money? Really?

What. The FUCK. I can't take these hippie ideals anymore. My god! It's hard enough owning a small business! With unemployment taxes and everything else you have to pay, it's hardly working!

I can't say I am sympathetic to people who 'can't find work'. Bullshit. I've been looking for a person to hire for three months! Nobody wants a job. Nobody! Why? Too easy on unemployment! Want to protest something that matters? Go protest what Obama is doing! Say "OBAMA! Quit giving out so much god damn money and extending benefits!"

That might MAKE people get a job, which in turn would allow companies to HIRE MORE, which will help the UNEMPLOYMENT NUMBERS FALL, which would allow companies to INVEST and PURCHASE more, so companies will make more money, spend more money and economy improves!

Is this a hard thing to grasp in people's minds?

I've been hacking hours like crazy to try to save as much money as I can! I finally hired someone because I realized we can't do the holiday without one more person! But trust me, once the holiday is over, a few more people can go!

Awwwww...

Okay, I'll stop...

Will write more tomorrow, so come check me out! Teehee...

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Woah. Thin Jaime. And mad Jaime! Watch out!!! She attacks randomly...

Love,

Jaime Lee

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