Single and Ready to Mingle? That is the question.

Hi!

I'm watching Meet Joe Black. I love this movie.

I keep crying though, and it's rather embarrassing. I just love the parts where they are together as a family. And how Susan's father looks out for her best interests. It's so sweet. Imagine families that don't have that? It makes me feel even better, to know that that's exactly what I have here. I have brothers that would always defend me, a father who would do anything and does things out of love and is only concerned with what is best for me, and a mom who is my best friend. Absolutely. What more could I ask for?

Nothing. I have three pets. I love them all. Goomba, Duncan and Reno. Yaaaaay!

I've been trying to figure out why I'm not enthusiastic about moving any prospective relationship forward. I came to the harsh realization that I don't want to get hurt. So what is the best way to not get hurt? Stay away from men. This bothers me a lot, because as one idiot ex boyfriend once said, 'what is a life without your heart at risk?'

Ugh. He happened to be right, but, it's rather ironic that he said that to me.

But how is life worth living if I'm not willing to take a risk? Where is my entrepreneurial mind-set? Where is that spirit?

I also came to realize that I don't exactly like having to care for someone... I don't like having to answer to someone. I don't like being made to do things if I don't want to do them. Boyfriends are the death of me doing what I want.

Could this be some laziness? Sure. But I find with each time I get my heart trampled on, I get more bitter. And anyone who knows me, knows I could use less bitterness.

Imagine where I would be in twenty years? Oh dear!

So in summary, I'm keeping my heart protected. And I like it. :) I do like dating though... I absolutely love the beginnings of things. It's when people claim they want to marry me is when things die. Why aren't men capable of keeping things simple and slow? I love meeting new people. Those feelings of 'firsts', the anticipation of what will happen. Ahh... that's all I want right now. Is that too much to ask for?

I'll go find me some of that!

Yeah! Go Jaime!

Here I go.

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11 forever

Happy Thanksgiving :)

Hi everyone!

Today my family and I are celebrating Thanksgiving... we always do holidays a few days later so we can all be together for the whole day :)

I'd like to say that I am eternally grateful for my family... I do not know where I would be or who I would be without them. I have been blessed with a loving family. I don't know what I did to deserve this family and the love that comes with them.

Thank you..

SMILE!

Jaime Lee

11:11

I'm awesome.

hehehe....

I know everyone is wondering why I keep posting "hehehehehe".

Hehe, I can't say it yet. Ha!

Imagine having an ugly girlfriend? That would suck ass.

Isn't that rather random? Sure is. Probably because I was thinking of a person at work. Who is ugly. And has a boyfriend. Psht.

My cat is trying to climb up the wall right now... that bothers me a little...

I just spent 13 hours at work and I am very sleepy! So I will go and write more tomorrow, and perhaps unveil why I keep laughing so much!

Love,

Jaime Lee

*awesome*

Ha!

Muwahahahahahah.....

AAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....

teehee...

Muwaha....HA!

Heheheheheheh.....HEHEHEHEHEHE!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

.................heh heh..........

Dum dum dum dum dum...

Hi everyone!

Hehehehehehhe.... muwaHAHAHAHAH...

I read something yesterday that made me laugh out loud, and I actually could not stop for about six minutes... I will share what that was at a later date... hehehehehhehehehehe.....buWAHAHA...

Anyways... I love meeting new people. I like Jon more and more. He's very funny. And I met another person too! (Imagine? Jaime with TWO men?!)

His name is... unfortunately.... *cough* Michael.

I hate that part. Ugh. Why do I have to find another person, who is interesting (as well as a senior software engineer, high five!!!), whose name is an ex-douche bag's name. Psht.

Perhaps I'll just call this one Mike. Not Michael. Woot!!!

So. I got my mom watching South Park now... she laughed the hardest at the Mormon episode...

"aaaand, that's how the Book of Mormon was written, dum dum dum dum dummmm!"

Teehee...

Tonight I will be at the shopping center for the holiday stroll! Hopefully pouring lots of coffee and hot cocoa!!

OKay, I have to go get ready! Starts at 6!!

Love always,

Jaime Lee

11:11

heheheheh....

MuwahaHAHAHAHAHA....

South Park is right!

So true!

Stan:	Butters?
Butters:	Oh [sniff, wipes away his tears] Uh hey, hey Stan.
Stan:	What's the matter with you?
Butters:	[sobbing] Well, mu mu mu girlfriend broke up with me.
Henrietta:	Did she step on your heart with stiletto heels?
Butters:	Yeah. [sniff] It sure does hurt.
Goth 2:	That's cool. I guess you can join up with us if you want.
Goth 1:	Yeah. We're gonna go to the graveyard and write poems about death and how pointless life is.
Butters:	Uh, uhm no thanks. I I love life.
Stan:	Huh? But you just got dumped
Butters:	Wuh-ell yeah, and I'm sad, but at the same time I'm really happy that somethin' could make me feel that sad. It's like, ih ih, ih it makes me feel alive, you know? It makes me feel human. And the only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt somethin' really good before. So I have to take the bad with the good, so I guess what I'm feelin' is like a, beautiful sadness. I guess that sounds stupid...
Goth 1:	Yeah.
Stan:	No. No, Butters, that doesn't sound stupid at all.
Butters:	Well, thanks for offerin' to let me in your clique, guys, uh but, to be honest, I'd rather be a cryin' little pussy than a faggy Goth kid. Well see ya, Stan. [walks off]
Stan:	He's right. I don't even know who I am anymore. I like liking life a whole lot more than hating it. Screw you guys, I'm goin' home. [walks off]

Facebook Battle Concludes: Jaime Wins by a Landslide!

Hi again!

I've been battling this moron on Facebook.

She's one of those liberal-ish hippie morons... I know RIGHT? Those are the worst...

Want a summary of what she is saying and how it all got started? Because trust me, I don't necessarily enjoy battling on Facebook. I really don't. I'm just super smart and super awesome, so it may look as if I enjoy showing off how awesome I am... ;)

My brother posted "Get a job hippies", in regards to the Occupy Wall Street Protestors.

I agree. Seriously. Go get a job hippies.

So. One of his friends starts spouting off in a non-sensicle manner that made me want to pull my brains out through my nose using tweezers.

Seriously.

Then I had to interject, as the subject matter was important to me. She starts saying how it's not fair that a pregnant woman in this country has to be out in the cold because she can't afford a home.

Um. Fuck?

Seriously. Let's think about this one... let's use our brains for a minute. Why would you get pregnant if you don't even have a home to provide that child with shelter?

Okay. So you'd think she'd reconsider her idiotic statement. Much to my disgrace she did not.

This whole baby issue irritates the shit out of me, as you have a duty if you decide to have a child, to at LEAST provide shelter for that precious baby. Right?

So. I simply state how people need to stop having kids if they lack the mental capacity to have that child or cannot afford a HOUSE. Right?

She says it's every woman's right to have a child. So in turn, every woman should have the right to have free housing and all this other bullshit.

Then. She says that it's not normal for women to NOT have kids, because every woman that does not have a child, gets ovarian cancer.

?

?!?

W.T.F.

Right?!? I asked her for statistics on that one, but she could not produce them, and after about 20 posts back and forth, she gave up... MUWAHAHAHH.

Jaime always wins.

You can't argue with common sense.

Well, you can try, but I will always win in the end. :D

Jon sent me a text the other morning that said "good morning sunshine!"

I love it. I love nice men. He's so nice.

Why has it taken so god damn long to find a nice man? Psht. Silly fates!

I will write more laters!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Ah. Sauquoit strikes again!

I know this may seem weird. And make no sense to most people.

Reason for this? I had an ex that used to insinuate that I was stupid because I went to Sauquoit. Used to call me 'dumb sauquoit bitch', 'dumb sauquoitian', things like that. (why did I date him again??)

Anyways.

He went to Mt. Markham. And did not graduate. So I like seeing things like this when I used to explain that I'm sure my schooling was better than his... he used to say no it wasn't...

Business First has rated the academic performances of 37 public school districts in the Utica-Rome Area, based on four years of test data from the New York State Education Department. (Click here to learn how the rankings were calculated.)

The Utica-Rome Area consists of school districts in Herkimer, Oneida and Otsego counties.

The following list contains the regional standings from top to bottom.

Click here to see the regional rankings in a sortable database.

Below are the 37 Utica-Rome Area school districts in order of academic rank. Each is followed by the name of its county:

• 1. New Hartford (Oneida County)

• 2. Clinton (Oneida County)

• 3. Town of Webb (Herkimer County)

• 4. Whitesboro (Oneida County)

• 5. Westmoreland (Oneida County)

• 6. Sherrill (Oneida County)

• 7. New York Mills (Oneida County)

• 8. West Canada Valley (Herkimer County)

• 9. Sauquoit Valley (Oneida County)

• 10. Oneonta (Otsego County)

• 11. Oriskany (Oneida County)

• 12. Holland Patent (Oneida County)

• 13. Waterville (Oneida County)

• 14. Milford (Otsego County)

• 15. Worcester (Otsego County)

• 16. Cooperstown (Otsego County)

• 17. Gilbertsville-Mount Upton (Otsego County)

• 18. Poland (Herkimer County)

• 19. Adirondack (Oneida County)

• 20. Morris (Otsego County)

• 21. Unatego (Otsego County)

• 22. Camden (Oneida County)

• 23. Little Falls (Herkimer County)

• 24. Laurens (Otsego County)

• 25. Edmeston (Otsego County)

• 26. Frankfort-Schuyler (Herkimer County)

• 27. Mohawk (Herkimer County)

• 28. Richfield Springs (Otsego County)

• 29. Schenevus (Otsego County)

• 30. Cherry Valley-Springfield (Otsego County)

• 31. Mount Markham (Herkimer County) awww... way down there...

• 32. Dolgeville (Herkimer County)

Love,

Jaime lee

11:11

Happy 11/11/11

Hi everyone! Happy 11/11/11!

Guess how many views I've had today? 11!!!!

No way!

Coolers!

Happy Eleven Eleven Eleven!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Interesting...

It's interesting...

Interesting how certain people know certain other people... small world.

It's an interesting web we weave... isn't it?

I will get you.

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

How nice am I?

I was musing about something earlier... yes, something that is of no interest to anyone who would read this... but I was musing just the same...

When my ex and I broke up, I wrote a nice letter to his mom, thanking her for everything she has done (no idea what I was referring to, but oh well, was the thought that counted), and said I was sorry for what happened between her son and I and I wished her well.

Isn't that a sweet thing to do? Yes. I got nothing back. No response. His sister contacted me and joined me in the 'bash mike fest' and sided with me and told me how disgusted she was that her brother would do this to me, and also told me some things she knew about his new girl that was less than flattering, involving her reputation. His own sister ratted him out on a lot of things and said she'd always been disgusted with Mike and his lies and stories. She also told me that right before we broke up, Mike was apparently discussing the story of how he started bringing another girl to and from work to 'be a nice guy'. His sister told me she knew something was off with his story as to how 'innocent' it was, because his bottom lip was really tight when telling this story... that was always my telltale sign when he was lying. His bottom lip would be tight.

So. His sister and brother-in-law invited me to a few things, including a party and what not.

I was confused, as I was okay with them siding with him, as that's how it goes. But. They didn't.

Does this mean there was a lot more to the story than I ever knew? Was he doing things behind my back the entire time?

Then I saw that the mother and her abusive ex husband are friends or something. This is the ex-husband that apparently beat both Mike and his sister.

Now. I was thinking. Is that not highly inappropriate? I can't imagine if I had been beat for a lot of my childhood by a parent. They break up eventually. Then rekindle their 'love' years later. I'd be so offended. Be like "um... mom? He used to hurt me... a lot.... he put my sister in a cast.... how can you be with him?"

Right?!?

Bad Mom Award goes to this mother. Or sad excuse for a mother, rather.

And thusly, I realize how lucky I am, once AGAIN, to not be with him. If his own family takes my side, then there must have been something more to the story that I didn't know about...

But. Onto another subject!!!

I like Jon. Jon likes me. He lives in Rome and is near Wyndham and Casino.... and Delta Lake. Three places I like. Jon was talking to people in Singapore and made fun of the Asians. That's a funny sense of humor. I said "silly Asians! Harro prease!"

He found that funny. Good sign? Yes. He is 31. Better than 27!

I have to go play Mario now!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Nothingness?

Hi everyone :)

I think I am doing better. Yay!

Listening to Sick Puppies: Rip Tide.

Neat song.

These Occupy Wall Street fuckers are making me sick. I can almost picture the type of people who are at these things.

I was watching Dr. Phil today... had this whole program on abusive mothers. One mom glued her daughter's hands to the wall and beat her. Put her in a coma. Another one made her son beat his pet gerbil. And another mother sold her child for $15,000.

?

?!?

Now I'm listening to Stereo Hearts. Why? No idea.

Okay. So. These abusive mothers. Of course they go and make more babies. One mother's kids were beat by her live-in boyfriend.

That's the key word: Live-in boyfriend. Probably only knew her for a short time. One of those loser single moms who can't be without someone. Found some loser guy and moved them in. Bad parenting? Yes. No question right? You fucking don't move in a boyfriend. At least know them for a year or more I would think. Right?

Right.

Oops. I just realized that's what my idiot ex's girlfriend did. They were living together two weeks after we broke up. She has three kids.

How does that make sense? Something mentally wrong with that right? Or at least something neglectful about that. You don't trust people around your children. Ever.

Right?

Yes. I am right. But hey, at least now I know what I was dealing with being in that relationship. Someone as idiotic to move in with a woman after two weeks with kids? Yup. I had a retard as a boyfriend.

But hey, live and learn, right? I'm apparently an equal opportunity dater.

:D

Katy Perry bothers me. A lot. I've been trying to figure her out for a while now. Why you ask? No idea. Just for something to do. I'm going to guess that she was not very popular in high school. That seems to be the disease she has. Now she's just an idiot that thinks she'll sing about being a 'teenage dream' and she wants to see someone's 'peacock'.

Idiot. Man.. it's just too bad she doesn't have a good voice! She could at least be good at SOMETHING.

Um. I think it'd be better if you could cut her face out and replace it with something better. Other than that, yes, she has a nice body.

But... why does anybody do these pictures? Something to prove. Yeah, I had a bad high school experience. Made fun of. But. If I had a perfect body I would not have to show it off. Who am I proving something to?

Psht. But. I know some people just have to prove something. Like a lot of people I know.

Okay. I have to go. I want to watch Judge Judy!

Love,

Jaime Lee

AKA Cupcake Lady (teehee!)

New Lead!

Hi everyone! I have a new lead... it makes sense! It all makes sense as to who, where, how, and why!

It fits all those criteria!

I think I should call the investigator... I'm going to do it!!!

Crimes are rarely elementary, but always evidentiary! Hrm...

I'm going to go ponder! I will figure this out for my family. Yes! I can!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Idiots!

I'm a little better now...

We got robbed again. I can't believe this. Who the fuck has that much god damn nerve to do it twice in a matter of eight days?!?

It's okay though, the police seem very interested anyways... so maybe they'll come up with something. I have no idea who they are thinking of or what. All I know is they wanted a very complete list of anyone who has worked for us for a year. ??

Maybe they have a weird feeling it's an inside job?

I found a muddy kick-print on the door. Apparently they got very frustrated because they could not get the door open... Psht.

Plus there's a nice handy hand print where they got in. So. Who knows. God damn idiots.

But, a customer saw something on Monday that was suspicious and points to a certain area... so that was helpful.

I'm going to figure this out. My family did not deserve that. Twice. Nope.

Okay! Onto happier subjects!

I like my new friend Jon. He works a lot, but, he seems to hold a positive attitude. And he's funny with a sense of humor I can relate to. That's always handy...

It's so weird when your date has no humor... I went on a date last year with an idiot. He did not laugh at my table drawings at Symeons. That told me he's a dud...

I mean really though! I drew a triangle and labeled it 'triangle'. Then I drew a square a labeled it 'square'. THEN I drew a rectangle and labeled it 'not square'.

Hehehehehehhehe.. He just looked at it and said 'oh boy...'

Psht. Go fuck yourself.

But I recently found him on facebook. Not on purpose. He was recommended as a friend. Thomas Pryputnewicz. It didn't click when I saw the name. Then I was like 'hm.... wait! That last name sounds familiar!" So I clicked on it and he looked familiar... Then I was like "oooooh yeeeahh.... idiot!"

Yes yes. But I suppose everybody has bad dates.... I sure have had my fill of them.

Time for Jaime to find a real man? I think so.

Okay... I have to go now...

Will write more about something interesting tomorrow I swear.

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Watch out.

I hate people.

Something bad happened again. Go figure, on 11/1/11.

I can't go into detail because I'm so pissed off. But. I hate people.

This is personal.

Watch out.