Sandship!

Okay!

I will update my review on Skyward Sword...

It's getting interesting, as I am not on the Sandship. I was fairly quick at bombing the invisible ship in the sea. Alas, here I am.

I am still missing some kind of story line here. I hope it all comes together, because I can see it happening.

I still miss my Twilight like a mother F#cker. I really do. I think I will go play it a while.

Happy almost New Year!

My resolution? Be single, have fun, meet new people, have more fun, work lots, make money, buy a house, not live with a man, get a dog, work more, be happy.

Yup. There it is!

Everything I want. I am glad to see the back-end of 2011 though. It's been tough with the bakery and the buy-out and the robberies and the new freezer.

But we did it! We are family... :)

Will write more on SS when I finish this Ship place!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

I DID IT!

I beat the Cistern place!!! I almost died.. had to use both my heart potions... but I DID IT! And I didn't even have to ask Justin for help!

How awesome am I?

Super awesome.

I got a Voodoo doll for Christmas... I think I may put this to good use, as I hear they can really work...

I was asked who I would use this on if I had the opportunity...

My answer didn't shock them. So YAY! Let's see if I can do it... beware... don't piss me off.

I think I may have a date for this weekend... I threw caution to the wind.. felt good.

But I don't want anything to go too fast. I don't like rushing. No more!

So... wish me luck!

God I miss this game..

Look how cute Midna is! I mean come on! Look at her! Awesomeness.. pair this picture with this song...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bUwkjIXaHEI&feature=related

You've got yourself an awesome game... that you don't want to stop playing.

Okay..

Will write more tomorrow!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Skyward Sword funness?

So. Hi!

I'm on the fourth dungeon of Skyward Sword. Well, almost done with it actually. Had to return to the sky to get more heart potion before I beat that scary-ass boss. Ugh. I died.. :(

So. Want my review? Probably not, but, here it is anyway.

I honestly still like Twilight Princess better. The music is better. The dark feeling is better.

I like SS for its gameplay with the Wii Motion Plus. Very awesome. But you know what? To me, it's still lacking a good captivating story. I miss the eeriness. I'm so sad :( I think maybe later I'll pop it in to make myself feel better.

So far, I'm seeing so many references to Twilight Princess but so far I don't think they're connected. Or supposed to be. If there is supposed to be no connection, I'm going to be gravely disappointed. If there IS then I'm more happy.

I had a bad dream about that one big freaking scary thing... I woke up sweating!

yes. This thing.

I hear I have to fight it a few more times, too. Not looking forward to that.

But yes, so far, I miss awesome Twilight music. I miss remembering dungeon boss battles. So far, I can't remember what I fought! :(

Well, I'm off to go fight crazy axe wielding thingy in the Cistern place... :(

Wish me luck!

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Size Matters?

Hi!

I am looking forward to the four day vacation!

I was asked out to get drinks the other night... I'm conflicted on whether or not I want to do this, because I like being single. Not that getting a drink with a man makes me not single, but, I don't know how to tell someone I'm not looking for a long term relationship. How do I do that without sounding weird?

Know what I mean though? It sounds bad.. makes it sound like I'm looking for a casual thing... eek.

I got an email that said "she loves it bigger and longer".

I laughed. I said "yes please" in my head. Teehee.

I suppose I shouldn't complain considering who I dated last, but, still. You want to keep those types of people for longer than three months! Hehehe...

I was discussing how awful it is how men are obsessed with their sizes. Why does this matter so much? I mean, you'd think there are more important things in life than size. I do feel bad, because I was asked by one idiot boyfriend if my exes was bigger... I lied and said no. The only lie I ever told him. Always felt bad, but, I don't think he would have wanted the truth, you know?

I mean, I don't lie. Except for that one instance. I didn't want him to feel bad! Is that not good? Probably not. My one bad thing ever. But come on. That's like asking if some other girl has a nicer body than mine. Hehe. I don't necessarily want the cold hard truth. So why ask it?

Psht.

I'm all spunky today. Can you tell?

I have to go make dinner and play Skyward Sword some more. YAAAAY!

Love always,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Blessed :)

Hi!

I had a wonderful Christmas with my family. Just wanted to say I'm so so thankful to have the close family unit. I am sorry that some people just don't have what I have.

It's not fair.

But I'm certainly blessed.

Merry Christmas :)

Love,

Jaime Lee

Christmas Time!!!

Hi everyone!

Christmas is coming and I am so excited!!!

We weren't supposed to do presents this year, due to the fact that we all don't have money and the cost of the freezer at work and being robbed twice...

But now there are PRESENTS UNDER THE TREE! It's all okay... we can always make more money... I am super excited about Christmas this year... I'm not sure why, but, the world seems to be aligning itself better for me... everything is coming together. Slowly but surely.

I was remembering last Christmas, with the ex cheating on me and all that happy stuff, and I could not believe it's been a year! A whole year! I was really happy about it. Being so happy right now reminded me of how unhappy I was.

You have to have the bad so the good stands out :)

I have my family. I have my job. I have my independence, which is what I always wanted.

People keep asking me why I don't go out with these men I talk to. Why? I like being single. Do what I want. For now, at least. I am loving it actually, and was super ecstatic when I realized I wouldn't have to have a boyfriend over for dinner this Christmas. I like getting to know these people, but for now, I want it to stay casual. (not in the bad way)

I watch Friends on TV every day now. I haven't seen it in forever, I had forgotten what a good show it actually is! Then that King of Queens show comes on and my brains start falling out of my ears.

Can't stand that. But that's the difference... I have the right kind of sense of humor. Others do not. They suck.

Okay, Friends is coming back on and I have hot cocoa waiting for me! And my mamma is coming home with a rotisserie chicken and mac and cheese and I made instant potatoes! Haha... nice stress-free meals.

Will write more later!

Love,

Jaime Lee

Christmas 2011 Enthusiast!

Skyward Sword

Hi everyone!

I've been playing Skyward Sword for the past week. My brother surprised me with it!

So far, I can see the greatness of it, especially with the awesome ultra-sensitive controls now. The sword slashing is so engaging, nothing like any other Zelda game.

The characters are so in-depth, a thing that Zelda games have lacked... no character development. So, I am liking the quirkiness of Zelda in the beginning, the facial expressions of Link, the emotions of the bazaar people...

The only negative that I can see is the music... not up to Zelda standards in my opinion. They do not match, they don't give that 'feeling' like so many other Zelda games do.

For instance, so you can see what I'm talking about, the Water Temple in Ocarina of Time was done so masterfully... you feel the water. You feel a little cold even. Despair. Listen:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gg_F-pvGB6w

Now, the Lakebed Temple in Twilight Princess:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MztvE3njT7w

Or, take for instance, the Forest Temple in Ocarina of Time:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=322V5rD6ko4

That song is so epic. The first time I played, I was in the Zelda zone... mesmerized by this song.. you felt like you were alone in the deep woods... right?

Now, take Twilight Princess (my favorite thus far!!!), Snowpeak Ruins:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ahxjPcuuHWg

Don't you feel cold? Mysterious?

Now... Skyward Sword examples, the first temple...

Skyview Temple:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2fV17aNKHXw

See the difference? For me, it does not fit. If you try playing it, I think you'll see what I mean...

The only one I've really liked in the game so far, is this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BvCgyfcfs24

This is also where I am at the moment... died about five thousand times, which is another thing I like about this game... much easier to die.. more realistic.

And the fact that Link is so damn cute. I am in love with him. Link and Chef Michael Symon.

Yup. I could take both of them. I'll aim for that goal...

Those are my men...

I can sleep soundly now...

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

X-Rated

Hi!

I just went shopping... got a few more things for christmas.. spent a lot of time in Pier 1. Was told my $100 and $200 gift card was de-activated. I almost had a heart attack. I started blaming someone in my head, thinking they used my card. Then she fixed it for me. I lived!

I went to the liquor store... asked the insanely handsome clerk where this X stuff was... couldn't remember the name... started flirting... asked for 'triple x? something with an x?"

He smiled and laughed... gave it a shot that I meant X Rated... we laughed some more. I wanted to take him home with me...

Alas. I could not.

Better posts to come...

Love,

Jaime Lee

XXX

Rumor!!!

Hi!

I head a rumor...

That a Wyndam is going to be going in the Utica Business Park...

Oh....

My...

GOD!!!!!

Is that true?!? IS THIS TRUE?!

Man. I have to get a boyfriend PRONTO so I can enjoy this... holy bajeezum!

I love dating...

It's been fun.

It's always fun.

I never want to get married now.

Marriage is the death of fun I think. People get all serious. Start having babies. Nah. Not for me. Not yet.

It'll take a pretty special guy to make me want to walk down the aisle. Trust me. BEFORE all the drama and trauma, it was going to take a pretty special guy... but NOW he has to be even MORE special.

Wonder if there is such a guy!

I'm all into hats now. And feather earrings. And tight shirts. No, not bad ones, just ones that actually fit and show my actual shape.

As I mentioned before, this is a totally new concept. I wish I had adopted this years ago. Saved me a lot of trouble.

I actually looked in the mirror and liked what I saw. Imagine such a thing?

It was fanTASTIC!

I said "Hell yeah!!!"

Imagine THAT? Jaime seeing herself in a mirror and saying 'hell yeah!"?

New Jaime.

Dating Jaime.

Woot!

I believe I am getting a tattoo soon too. Don't judge me yet. I have a fanTABULOUS idea. I was inspired by someone at work who showed me hers.

Also. I believe I will be getting my nose pierced finally.

Imagine this new improved Jaime?

I can :)

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11 forever

Voices?

Hi!!

So... I was in deep alpha again... I heard a man's voice that made me sit straight up in bed. I have no idea what he said, but it was definitely something...

I started sweating I was so scared.

So. This hypnosis type thingy is freaking me out now. I will try it again tonight...

Perhaps it's my own fault for asking my celestial guarding to prove he or she is with me.

I got the answer and it's a man.

I hopefully will have a date soon. I decided I am refusing to let a past relationship keep me from trusting another man. If I do that, then he wins. Can't let that happen.

OH! For this date, I will have awesome feather earrings...

And I bought a highly expensive South Pole shirt. Oh yeah. Fo shizzle. I tried it on and realized why these shirts are so expensive... the fit was fabulous. It actually contoured to my body, which is something I am not familiar with, as I usually hide behind my clothing... it was pointed out how small my waist actually is and if I lost a little weight, I'd apparently have a Dolly Parton shape...

I'd take that... I like my boobs :)

So. In summary. Not letting past idiotic fake relationship screw me up.

Will be dating again.

Will be going places and hopefully going to the Wyndham ;)

Will be wearing awesome clothes.

Will have awesome 6" feather earrings.

Will be happy.

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

In my Construct, Part 2...

Sorry, I just found something online that I think explains what happened!

When you allow yourself to enter the alpha state as I described, suppressed feelings will spontaneously begin to jump into your awareness as the subconscious cleanses. Just sitting still gives the subconscious the opportunity to bring its suppressed contents to consciousness for healing and clearing.

Since my ex jumped into this scene without my wanting, could this mean I still have not dealt with my feelings of anger and resentment? Could my mind be telling me I need to tell him exactly what I think?

Will I find peace this way?

We'll see what my alpha state does tonight..

I'll keep you updated...

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

In my Construct...

Hi everyone...

I've been doing these meditation exercises, specifically using the Akashic Construct CD (you can google this to find out what I'm talking about).

I've been going right along with practicing daily and getting really into it...

Well... I am onto using the second track, the one used to reach deep alpha and hopefully make contact with my celestial guardian...

So, in this track, after going through some awesome exercises to get deeply relaxed (I've done it a lot and now it totally makes me feel like I'm somewhere else. Amazing.), you then are told to put yourself in a pleasant scene in nature... I've been working on where that is, what I see, the sounds I hear, all the small details... since starting this, it's like this whole world goes on without me, like it's a real thing...

So. Yesterday, I was in deep alpha, in my pleasant scene in nature, and the big tree and the creek and the blue sky and all that stuff I came up with, and who shows up from behind a tree? Not by my doing?

An ex. An ex who I did not want nor intended on seeing there. I yelled at him. Told him to get out of my scene. He kept coming closer....

I swear. I did not want him there. This was, by far, the most bizarre thing I've ever experienced in my entire life. On the CD, he talks about how if you want to be a healer, people will begin showing up in my construct to be healed.. perhaps this was part of it?

I have no idea. But I did not want him there. I was getting nervous. I wanted to open my eyes, but I could not. It wasn't time.

So. I have to do it again tonight, and I'm scared. Because these things are happening in my head without my doing so.

Help.

Love,

Jaime Lee

11:11

Gas Station Man!

Hi everyone!

My mom and I stopped at the gas station today. That kid that asked me out was just walking in to work. My mom says "Is that the guy that asked you out?! Now HE'S cute". With the 'he's' italicized.

Hehehe, made me laugh, as I know the boyfriends I pick are never great looking. But this one is. AND he's thin. I think that's worth mentioning. He is cute... very very handsome and has a smile that melts me.

Now. Why on EARTH did I not agree to go out with him? Why do I keep insisting on resorting to online meet-ups?

Because the Jaime from high school is still with me. The same insecure, picked on Jaime. I have to get rid of her. I can't take this anymore.

A perfectly handsome, sweet man was interested in me. I was told that it's obvious he wants to know me, based on how he looks at me whenever we talk. Apparently it's that 'I need you' look. Which is always nice to know. Made me feel good :)

So. High school Jaime has to die and has to die soon. I think maybe I'll stop for gas tomorrow... and maybe just might be all dressed up. With my newly cut hair! And new make-up style that apparently works. Woot!

Okay... I have to go. And ponder how to kill high school Jaime.

Wish me luck :)

Love always,

Jaime Lee

11:11 forever