11:11 and my Ascension.
Hello there.
Every time I need a sign that I'm on track, I get one...
I was musing about different things in my life the other day, while driving home, a route I don't always take.
That Andy Grammer song was on the radio, the one about keeping your head up... you know.
I didn't change the station.
Just as these lyrics came up,
I start to comprimiseMy life and the purpose.Is it all worth it
I happened to glance at the clock, and it was 11:11.
That was my sign. It is all worth it. I'm doing something right, I'm going in the direction I think I was meant to go. What I was specifically musing about, was if it's right of me to not want a boyfriend right now, at this point in my life.
So, I got my answer...
This happened at another critical juncture in my life, and it happened to be the only other time I lied to my ex (Mike), we had a huge fight and I ran into the field next to my house to try to get away from what I was feeling and how angry I was (as I always was, but chose to ignore the things I knew that were wrong), and he started following me out there. I was crying my eyes out, and as I was running, I asked, prayed, and begged God to give me a clear sign that I should not be with Mike anymore... as that is what I had been feeling the entire length of our relationship... it wasn't right. I looked down. There was a four-leaf clover. I picked it up. I cried more. Mike asked me what was wrong. I lied to him. I told him I asked God for a sign that we should be together.
I know it was wrong. But, I did indeed get a sign that my thought-process was right. I only lacked the power to make that relationship end when I should have.
I have that clover still, put it with the two others I've found in my lifetime.
I will always keep it. It means so much to me. It meant I was answered.
Since Mike, I have been not wanting to be with anyone, as many of my posts show... I felt something change inside of me since dealing with everything from that scarring relationship. Something changed.
I wanted to find out what, and today I found part of my answer as to what happened and what is happening...
10 Common signs and symtoms of the ascension and spiritual awakening of an individual.
Body aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and back. This is the result of intense changes at your DNA level as the "Christ seed" awakens within. This too shall pass.
Feeling of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason.
Crying for no apparent reason
Withdrawal from family relationships.
Unusual sleep patterns.
Intense dreams. These might include war and battle dreams, chase dreams or monster dreamPhysical disorientation. At times you'll feel very ungrounded.
Increased "self talk." You'll find yourself talking to your Self more often
Feelings of loneliness, even when in the company of others. You may feel alone and removed from others. You may feel the desire to "flee" groups and crowds. As Lightworkers, you are walking a sacred and lonely path.
Loss of passion. You may feel totally dis-impassioned, with little or no desire to do anything.
A deep longing to go Home. This is perhaps the most challenging of the conditions. You may experience a deep and over-whelming desire to leave the planet and return to Home.
you have an inner remembrance of what it is like to be on the other side
Now... reading this stuff scared the baJESUS out of me, since all of them are what has been happening to me for a little over a year and a half.
The crying. The sleep patterns, as I hallucinate too, the intense dreams (the Zelda beast!!), wanting to be alone, do nothing.. yup yup and yup. And, the most damning of all, is the fact that every night, when I say my version of 'prayers', and I talk to myself about things going on and my family and things of that nature, I end with talking about how I don't belong in this time. I'm not meant to be here. I don't fit, nor have I ever felt like I fit with this time... I always say to myself, or whoever else is listening up in the heavens, that I feel that my journey is one I must walk alone. I feel it. I know it.
The fact that this checklist is talking about what I feel inside, scares me a lot....
Am I crazy?
Love always,
Jaime Lee11:11 approaches
I happened to glance at the clock, and it was 11:11.
That was my sign. It is all worth it. I'm doing something right, I'm going in the direction I think I was meant to go. What I was specifically musing about, was if it's right of me to not want a boyfriend right now, at this point in my life.
So, I got my answer...
This happened at another critical juncture in my life, and it happened to be the only other time I lied to my ex (Mike), we had a huge fight and I ran into the field next to my house to try to get away from what I was feeling and how angry I was (as I always was, but chose to ignore the things I knew that were wrong), and he started following me out there. I was crying my eyes out, and as I was running, I asked, prayed, and begged God to give me a clear sign that I should not be with Mike anymore... as that is what I had been feeling the entire length of our relationship... it wasn't right. I looked down. There was a four-leaf clover. I picked it up. I cried more. Mike asked me what was wrong. I lied to him. I told him I asked God for a sign that we should be together.
I know it was wrong. But, I did indeed get a sign that my thought-process was right. I only lacked the power to make that relationship end when I should have.
I have that clover still, put it with the two others I've found in my lifetime.
I will always keep it. It means so much to me. It meant I was answered.
Since Mike, I have been not wanting to be with anyone, as many of my posts show... I felt something change inside of me since dealing with everything from that scarring relationship. Something changed.
I wanted to find out what, and today I found part of my answer as to what happened and what is happening...
10 Common signs and symtoms of the ascension and spiritual awakening of an individual.
Body aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and back. This is the result of intense changes at your DNA level as the "Christ seed" awakens within. This too shall pass.
Feeling of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason.
Crying for no apparent reason
Withdrawal from family relationships.
Unusual sleep patterns.
Intense dreams. These might include war and battle dreams, chase dreams or monster dreamPhysical disorientation. At times you'll feel very ungrounded.
Increased "self talk." You'll find yourself talking to your Self more often
Feelings of loneliness, even when in the company of others. You may feel alone and removed from others. You may feel the desire to "flee" groups and crowds. As Lightworkers, you are walking a sacred and lonely path.
Loss of passion. You may feel totally dis-impassioned, with little or no desire to do anything.
A deep longing to go Home. This is perhaps the most challenging of the conditions. You may experience a deep and over-whelming desire to leave the planet and return to Home.
you have an inner remembrance of what it is like to be on the other side
Now... reading this stuff scared the baJESUS out of me, since all of them are what has been happening to me for a little over a year and a half.
The crying. The sleep patterns, as I hallucinate too, the intense dreams (the Zelda beast!!), wanting to be alone, do nothing.. yup yup and yup. And, the most damning of all, is the fact that every night, when I say my version of 'prayers', and I talk to myself about things going on and my family and things of that nature, I end with talking about how I don't belong in this time. I'm not meant to be here. I don't fit, nor have I ever felt like I fit with this time... I always say to myself, or whoever else is listening up in the heavens, that I feel that my journey is one I must walk alone. I feel it. I know it.
The fact that this checklist is talking about what I feel inside, scares me a lot....
Am I crazy?
Love always,
Jaime Lee11:11 approaches
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