Mike, Midna and Madness! Teehee.
Hello everyone!
I think I've crossed the line into 'gamer chick'. I've finally experienced the painful hand syndrome. Ack. I can barely type because of it. I've been holding my nun chuck wayyyy too long.
It's snowing a lot and I'm super happy!
That damn Kelly Clarkson song, Mister Know It All,keeps playing on the radio. I like it, don't get me wrong, but, the only person I can think of when I hear it, is mike. No, his name is not worth capitalizing. In case you were wondering about my punctuation and grammar...
The girls and myself often talk about guys, boyfriends, ex boyfriends. They now refer to Bad Boyfriend #1 as Tribal. That's his nickname. As I've had millions of horrible stories involving him.
I get asked the same question at the end of my mini-series of horriblness... "Why did you date him again...?"
Honey. I wish I knew. But. I had a dream and I think that dream led to the answer as to why I stayed with him. Yes, dreams help you figure things out. Trust me.
Because he was thin. I was not. My whole high school career flashed before my eyes when I realized he wanted a second date. That's what it was. And how pathetic of me to not realize that. Imma sad face. I never thought a thin person would want to date me.
But. At least I realized something about myself. Which also means I still have an issue that I must deal with. My weight. Self-image.
So, in a weird way, I think that was my destiny with him. To realize this important thing about myself. And change it. Once and for all. We all know what that means.
So! I have a baby shower to go to! And my brother is coming up from Pittsburgh again! Super excited! I love seeing him.. :)
I also just realized what a super huge loser I am, in that I just read this entire article...
Problems? Afraid so...
But. I am thrilled to see that perhaps she could re-appear in another game... I would love that. I could die happily.
Love always,
Jaime Lee
Lightworker 11:11

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