Pulling!

I decided this song is my theme song. It's official. Always play this when thinking about me or reading my blog.

You have to. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fN1vFESbfZk

Amazing. Song. It has hope. This song is my life. I will live! I will be okay.

I was talking to the girls at work and a Michael Buble song came on, and I always say "My husband is singing!!"

They know I want him. I think he is the perfect man for me. I will find him.

The girls keep asking me about Muscles. Hehe. He said he'd call, so we'll see! But, they worried me by asking if he takes steroids and if his neck is big.

His neck is big... in fact I commented about it to him once. Oh noes...

I am sick. I can't breathe. And my sinuses hurt! I have to have a root canal done on Thursday, so I'd better feel better!

A person contacted me through youtube about MS! He was recently diagnosed and he's asking me all these things... I love helping people. As Muscles once said, I'd be a perfect counselor. He even said that seems to be my calling; helping people.

I think he was onto something! I hope I can help this young man, he sounds so scared. My advise is always to stay positive and miracles can happen... I'm living proof :)

I've been eying my voodoo doll lately. I have not attempted anything, because before I tried it I wanted to make sure my thought process was correct and if it did in fact work, how I'd feel with knowing that I made that happen.

I know I sound crazy, but, I've proven time and time again that I can influence things to happen... I don't know if I'll get bad karma out of this... :( Or if the person is even worth my time and energy.

I've also had a pulling sensation in my heart again lately. Something is calling to me. I have no idea what it is, but, something is going on in the universe.

The only other times that ever happened related back to Mike. I had that feeling so bad the night before he texted me out of the blue. That feeling actually worried me... Is it possible I can sense people's emotions? On that level? Or does that mean that I'm still connected to him somehow? Ugh.

I really wish he'd apologize though. I could use that.

Love always,

Jaime Lee

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