Run?

I think I've decided what kind of man I want! If I want a man at all.

But if I were to want a certain kind of person, I think I want a person in the military.

I seem to perceive them as having higher morals. Which is what I've been searching for my whole life. Someone that does the right thing. And someone who does not lie.

I just watched Sleepless in Seattle. What a good movie. But I was cringing watching it because it forced me to think about someone, with the whole feeling that you were destined to be with someone, and your souls need each other.

So, I was slightly mad again. Because no matter how much I don't want to think about certain people, certain things will forever remind me. Songs, movies, that type of stuff.

I believe I will start running again. I've spent three years being afraid of relapsing, but I'm tired of being afraid. I will go for it. And if it lands me in the hospital, oh well, right?

Do it up.

Love always,

Jaime Lee

Runner Girl