Lucid Dreamer on the Loose!

Good early morning!

5:22 to be exact. I just got home from work and will be doing session #2 shortly.

I was listening to Coast to Coast and a woman started talking about her sleep paralysis. Reminded me of my episode with it, after the hallucinations. I remembered how frightened I was. The woman talked of hearing things, and how some people see things, like the 'old hag' syndrome. I could not open my eyes, but, I knew someone was pressing down on my chest. I almost want it to happen again so I can experience something else. I know it's not just a neurological thing. Something was there holding me down. For a reason. I want to know!

I should become a scientist I decided. All this stuff intrigues me.

I've been researching lucid dreaming and 'shared dreams' as the idea behind two people in the same dream being aware of it intrigues me. I remember trying to pull people into my dreams before. I did it with my brother once, but he never said anything. I did it with mike a few times in the past, but, I'll never know if he remembers being pulled into my scenario.

I try it with people that I think have the ability, first and foremost, to lucid dream. I've become quite good at it, as I usually recognize I'm in a dream now. I can do anything :) Super fun if you ask me. But I'm onto another stage. I'm trying to pull people into my dreams and have them know it. I hear it's possible, especially when you have had a lucid dreams. Which makes me wonder about last night. I was lucid dreaming, about the doors and stuff, and the instance with mike in my room seemed out of body. Like he knew he was there. I knew he was there.

How insanely cool would it be if he remembered?

Hm. I need to try this with someone who I have contact with! hm... I'll try it with my mom or something.

Okay... I have to go now, as it is 5:51 in the morning and I have not slept because I drank an entire pot of coffee at work and I'm super wired.

Lucid dreaming, here I come :) Watch out, you may be pulled into my dream...

Love always,

Jaime Lee

Healer