Session #1

Good afternoon!

4:41 to be exact.

I did my 11:11 Akashic Construct tape, #2. Pretty sure I reached deep alpha, everything was nice and fuzzy and my breathing was pretty shallow. Nice and peaceful.

Mike did not appear in my construct, as this was just me getting back into meditating.

I did dream about him though. BUT, this felt more like an out-of-body experience, and I am almost certain I was watching myself. I was sleeping in my bed, all the surroundings were exactly as they are, and mike was in my room, walking out of my door to leave. I saw myself sleeping and saw him, but he was blurry, ghost like. But he had shown up. I think he was hesitant.

Then I had lucid dreams. But it involved a new baby girl that turned into a kitty. And doors shutting. But I knew I was in a dream so I tried my hardest to stay there and figure out why doors were shutting.

Maybe mike is subconsciously denying my help. Psht. I will heal!!

I have to do this tape every day for a week before I can go into the third one. But all I did during my tape was visualize, which is a big part of making things happen. All I did was a type of remote viewing, which took me into his room (would be so freaky if his room actually looked like this), and I put my hand on his forehead and held it there.

We'll see. I'm interested to know if I did anything or can. But alas, I'll never know. But, this is day one of Jaime's Forgiveness. Yup. I have to stop being angry. It is what it is. His life is messed up enough so I should not be angry anymore. After all, his parents never gave him a chance. They are both messed up. And thusly, so is their child. It's unfortunate and I did always feel for him in this way.

Session #2 will begin tonight.

Wish me luck :)

Love always,

Jaime Lee

Healer