Branded?

Hi!  I slept only 14.5 hours this time, yay me?

I had a dream that was so real again.  I hate this.  I had a dream that we were all at camp, and I needed a sweatshirt because I was cold, and the only one I had said "Michael" on it.  I refused to wear it.  But everyone made me.  So.  It was like I was branded with his name across my chest!

Pfffft.  What does THAT mean???  Perhaps I feel labeled because of that relationship?  

Hmph.  That bothers me.  But.  I still have a bad feeling for his life though.  Something is happening or will happen to him.  I feel kind of bad now.  I still have feelings of hatred, deception, all that happy stuff, but, I don't want him to die.  But I feel his time is limited now.  But I thought my healing was doing GOOD!  Uh oh.  Maybe I did it wrong  :(

I will try harder.  I would never wish death upon anyone.  Even if I am this angry still.  Well.  I'm doing better.  I just still feel sorry for his life and circumstances.  Seems his family is the reason he is how he is.  But still.  You have to grow up at some point, ey?

Yes! 

I love correcting people's grammar.  And spelling.  

Random? 

Yes.  That was.

I have to go now!

Love always,

Jaime Lee

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