Hungry!

Good evening!

10:12 to be exact...

I am still having weird seizure-type attacks. I'm hoping this doesn't last... I noticed it happened once in my face withds,myskbil

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sorry.

I noticed it happened once when my face while I tried to talk... didn't come out right. I wonder what that means.. ascending weakness? I need to do some research :(

I had the phone interview with the lady for disability. She was very nice :) We'll see what happens :)

She asked if I graduated high school and if I attended any college. I of course answered yes to both answers. I was actually glad she asked those questions... maybe she'll see I'm not a drop out loser or something :) I suppose I am proud that I have an education, YAY ME!

I decided that I have one goal for my near future... save up to buy a house. That's all I want. I don't want kids. I don't want a husband. I want a house to call my own. I want my own space to do what I want, when I want. I have my family and that is all I ever care to have in a near future. Hell, the distant future too. I really do. I was asked if my answers are maybe because of my bitterness due to relationships.

It's not. It's been, what, over a frickin year since the last serious one, right? Hell, has it been that long? Wait. Let me figure this out. 16 months? Holy bajeezum! Awesome. So no, that bitterness wore off a while ago, hence why I am healing.

But still. I know it affected me still, but I realized that event though I have opportunities to date, I don't want it right now. No interest in being serious right now. I can focus on me!

YAY! That will be super fun. I'll get me all figured out and if a nice man finds his way into my life one day, we'll see. If not, no big deal. Life should not be defined by boyfriends. :)

I have to go eat something... Imma hungry!

Love always,

Jaime Lee

Little Relapser