Update to "Branded"

Hello!

I looked up a possible explanation for that last dream.

To see a familiar name written in your dream symbolizes the way you feel about that person. Your intuition about them may turn out to be true.

Now, does that mean that he will, in some way, always be a part of my life?  Because I know that since that relationship was so traumatic, it will probably always be in the back of my mind.  Or, is my dream telling me what I've been feeling, about him in danger?  Like was that dream warning of something?  Hm...

I probably sound crazy.  I bet people think I have feelings for him.  All I can say to that one is no, there aren't.  But what I can say, is that I will forever have those good times with me.  I won't forget those ones.  But, since most everything was a lie, I try not to think of the good times since those were probably not real either.  I think that's why it's unsettling still if I think about it, which is not very often.  At least if five people from his life didn't verify his lies to me, I'd be more settled with the idea.  You know?  LIke I'd know that we just weren't getting along and that is that.  But knowing that he lied to me so many times about everything.  Anything and everything.  And his own family verifying it all.  That still bothers me.

I don't know what I did to deserve that.

But, the good thing is that it doesn't actually hurt anymore.  You know?   That pain you feel in your heart. That's not there.  Took about six months, but, it's gone.  YAY ME!  

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I just wonder why he turns up in my dreams so much now.  Well.  Probably since I started trying to heal him.  Yeah.  That makes sense.

If I can make a difference in someone's life I will be happy.   :)

I have to go play Twilight Princess now. 

Jaime loves Midna.  Forever.

Love always,

Jaime Lee

Little Dreamer