YAY ME!

Hello!

I now have medicaid again, because my mom wrote them a letter! I am so proud of her! The lady also suggests that I apply for a different coverage, so I can work more hours without being kicked off medicaid, but that I'd be considered working disabled and get some benefits too.

I think that's what I'll have to do. I want to work, I just can't possibly afford insurance or prescription coverage or work nearly enough to do it.

I called the doctor about my episodes, and he told me to ride it out for a few days, then if it still happens to go on all the pills (antivert and valium) to see if that helps and if not he will see me, as that is a clear sign of a relapse now. Before he was wondering if maybe it had to do with my ear. But, it does not.

Here is a picture of me trying to write down what the pharmacy lady was telling me, when I had an attack of whatever it is... hehehe..

hehe. The first one is my name, then below it was me trying to write down the instructions she was giving me. hehe.

Didn't turn out too well... I wish I knew what I was writing, as I kind of need the information.

I told my neuro they feel like little strokes. He said that's not out of the realm of possibility.

Ugh. I hope that is not what's happening. It's the most frightening thing that has ever happened with this disease. I mean sure, not feeling my my body at all was scary, and the vertigo was scary, but this one is so much different than just sensations. This is an inability for my brain to make me write.

I feel like a kid just learning how to write. :(

But, I am covered now so my day is a little better... my mom was right, the squeaky wheel gets the grease. I'm so glad she wrote that letter.. saved me a lot of stress. :)

I have to go, as I am going to watch Friends and we are making fish and chips!

We are getting really good at cooking cod. Super yummy fish!

I had a dream about mike last night that was so weird. I had a dream he came to the bakery to just hang out with me. I couldn't really say much to him (much like any other dream) but he just sat on the table and watched me decorate. I cracked a smile once in my dream because he said something funny. I did ask him how his life is, and he said he's really lonely. I was shocked (as he's married, no reason to be lonely) and he said he just is... :(

Love always,

jaime Lee