Dreams everywhere!

Hello!

It is 4:09 am!  I just woke up at 7:30 pm.  What's wrong with me?

Hehe.  Silly question.

I had a weird dream.  Involved luggage, being forced to go camping with Mike and not wanting to, and once we got there there was a house starting to be built but not finished.  Like just the foundation was there.  and a limo.  And I apparently weighed 280 pounds.  Woah.

Hehe.  Let's see what these things mean...

Luggage:

The size or weight of the luggage parallels the demands you are facing. You need to reduce your desires and problems in order to alleviate the pressure you are putting on yourself. Perhaps you feel that you are being held back by past emotions or issues. Alternatively, luggage symbolizes your identity and sense of security.�

INteresting.  Being that the luggage part was right before being FORCED to go camping with an ex, that could have to do with being held back by past emotions.  Ahh.  Silly subconscious!


Camping 

To dream that you are camping indicates a need for relaxation and a long-deserved break.You need to be more in touch with nature and go back to a more basic and simpler life. Alternatively, it refers to your social circle and support group. You are looking for a sense of belonging, but at the same time be self-sufficient and independent.�

Hrm.  I have no social circle.  Maybe that's the problem in my brain?  Nah.  I don't want friends.  Or boyfriends.  In general, I want nothing to do with people that can hurt me.  


Obese 

To dream that you are obese denotes overindulgence. You feel helplessness in expressing your power and authority. By dreaming that you are obese, you are trying to insulate yourself from your surroundings and protect yourself from involvement in the situation. Alternatively, the dream may just be a reflection of your waking weight or dieting issues. You have an skewed perception of your own image which may stem from low self-esteem.

Foundation 

To see the foundation of a building represents your belief system. You are well-prepared for any situation before you.

 Limousine 

To see a limousine in your dream indicates that you have an exaggerated sense of self-worth and self-importance. You may also feel the need to show off and impress others. Furthermore, if the limousine is black, then it suggests that your are unwilling to make any changes or yield to others. Alternatively, it may symbolize prestige, wealth, and power.

Ahhh.  INteresting.  So this was purely a dream of my own head problems, huh?

I need to show off?  Psht.  Well.  I do think I'm pretty awesome.  Ah.  Imma limo!!


Fun times.  I think the reason mike was in there is that he represents how my views changed after being with him.  He represents lies to me now, and the feeling of being un-loved I think.  


Not that he matters a hill of beans to me, but, I still feel bad that he made me think he loved me when he did not.


I love dreams!!  


I have to go have more dreams!!


Wish me luck!


Love always,


Jaime Lee
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