Halfmoons and numbys!

Hello everyone!

My numby got better, but then I went on a cleaning rampage and got super hot and numby came back... :(

I guess I can't frickin' do ANYTHING so I'll have to sit and read Holy Blood Holy Grail some more, and learn about Jebus.

Pffft.

But!  Graduation is soon, then maybe we'll go camping!  Yay!  Can't wait.  I have to set up my tent and see if it's still okay, since I haven't done anything with it in.  Um.  Long time.  ?  Eh?  How long?  I can't comprehend how long.  Hang on.  Let's figure this out.  Maybe two years?  Two and a half?  Eh.

My brother and I were making chinese food and he was looking for a non-stick pan.  He found one and I mentioned how that used to be Mike's.  He laughed and asked why I had it, and I said he got to keep my computer, so I got his pots and pans.  It was the least I could do.  Well.  Actually it was not intentional, but, I didn't go out of my way to get them back to him.  He was bad.

I put on my relation tapes for my mom and the guy got talking about healing people.  I mentioned how I was trying to heal Mike, since it's the only way I think I can be not so mad and bitter towards him.  She thought that was a great idea, she told me to just say a prayer for him and let it go.  I agree.  So I hope I'm helping him become a better person.  It still bothers me that he was so bad to me, but, it's in God's hands now.  He has to find his own way.  I still wonder if he knows what item I keep giving him in our healing sessions.  Hrm.  But.  I hope my advice to him in my alpha state will help.  After all, I'm not a bad person.    He's just a very confused man.  He keeps running from things.  Sooner or later he will have to figure out why and what he's running from.  I have the answer, but, he'll have to figure that out though hard work and soul searching.

I ate a halfmoon today.  I know it's bad, but, I needed chocolate.  Not my fault!

But no worries, my carrots are still here!

Nom nom.

Love always,

Jaime Lee
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