Summer Days, Summer Haze.

Hello :)

I have been enjoying this summer.  I love swimming.  I love sitting out on the deck talking with my family.  I love planning little trips.  Imma happy nom nom.  :D

We might go camping together.  My mom was asking which site Mike and I used to have at Delta.  Hehehe.  Silly mama.  I told her I think it's 77, and it should be right next to a handicapped site.  Ah.  My memory is still good apparently.  That was the site.  I looked it up for her and yes indeed, it is 77.

Ah.  Those are the only memories I still think about from time to time, as summer moves on in this swift course it seems to take.  Those purely happy times camping with him.  Nothing better.  Makes me smile actually.  The anger is slowly fading and it's slowly turning into a melancholy type thing.  Like, "man.  Those were good times".

But I thank God that I at least had some good times, not really sure when I will have them again with someone.  I am good alone, and I'm fairly sure I can't find someone I'm truly compatible with until I am the ultimate Me.  I'll get there.  No worries.  :)

I was playing Mario Party 8 with Justin and I had such a fun time.  See, I don't know if I'm crazy, but those are the things I live for and believe I always will.  Mario Party.  Camping.  Pizza nights.  Watching re-runs of Frasier and Friends with my mom.  Watching Bill O'Reilly with Dad.  Talking about video games and politics with Jerry.  Talking endlessly about how to change the Zelda series for the better with Justin.

Those are cherished and I want nothing more out of life.  I don't see myself having children.  I'm not even sure if I see marriage.  I think I'd be content with a friend.  :)

Summer days are washing away but my memories will forever be with me.

Love always,

Jaime Lee
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