Turkey sandwich and pink boxing gloves.

Hello all!

I trained a new girl today, I hope she works out... I'm not putting all my hope in her just yet, as I only have the chance of being let down... so... errr.

I don't know what to write about...

I lost two more pounds!  It's really fun now.  Although I apparently am still not eating enough.  I'm so utterly confused on this, since it says my net calories for the day is -1200 almost every day.

I read that to lose weight it should be around -500 or less, but, -1200?  Just yesterday is was -2300.  What the F am I doing?  Well, I guess I have no other choice but to eat a Snickers bar, huh?

I need to go buy more water, know what brand is yummy?  Adirondack kind, but the white grape flavor.

Know what else I love?  All the people who work in the deli department at Hannaford.

I made the one tall skinny cute guy laugh!  And it was a real laugh!  Like from his gut!

It made me so happy.  :)

Yay for nom nom.

I finally rearranged my room.  I needed a change.  I feel like the beginning of the next chapter of my life is truly starting now.  My mom and dad said I'm withering away :)  Yay me!

I also realized I have some muscles.  But... My legs are fairly weak.  As to be expected but, I will work on them.

My brother bought a punching bag!!  He said he will show me how to do it, but my only requirement was Pink boxing gloves.  YAY!

We are having a birthday party on Sunday!  Jerry and Vicki and all of us!!!  I am super excited.  I added bajillions of things to my wish list on Amazon.

Oh my god.

I am so excited that I have to eat turkey now.

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11

Elliptical and Bottled Water

Hello all!

My birthday is coming up  very soon.  All I want is an elliptical.  My mini fridge is stocked with bottled water and slim fast shakes.  I laugh every time I open it.  I also have my own little pantry now, stocked with slim fast meal bars and slim fast snack bars.

I still don't go over 1400 calories per day.  I'm still allowed 1600 but hey, I'll reach my goal faster, huh?

I will be thin and awesome.  I'm realizing how simple it is.  I wish I knew this years ago...

So easy.  Feels good too!  I will be awesome.

I want to go to the state fair... and since I'm feeling much more confident about myself now, I think I can go!

Yay me!

I think we finally hired a good person.  She said she will cover her tattoo with a bandage thingy, and she'll take out all her piercings.  She's awfully sweet and very presentable and very kind.  She has eyes that I trust, which is a major thing for me.

So hopefully we'll be on the road to all good employees soon enough.

I am majorly fatigued, I think I overdid it with exercising again.  But alas, I have not had a relapse!

Crystal told me that the last time she went to get her blood drawn, Mike was still there.  I said "ack, he didn't move?!?"

She said "nope!"

I said "Aaaagh, I thought he moved, that sucks.  The beast walks among us..."

hehe.  It made the girls laugh :)

I realized they love little stories about him and how bad he was in the end.  I love telling them the story and all the things he said that I fell for, it's hilarious now.

I'm such an idiot.  :)

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11 approaches

Make me a Millionaire-es.

Hello!

I went to Lake George this weekend!  So fun, even stayed at a Wingate!  Finally!  I love this place so much.  Had free breakfast too.

I bought eleven Mega Millions tickets on Sunday, because too many strange things were happening.  All signs.  So we'll see what happens tonight at 11pm!

Wish me luck :)

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11

Quantum Mechanics

Hello :)

I decided that quantum mechanics really intrigues me.  You wouldn't think so, right?  No.  I'm not a very sciency type person.  Sciency is not a word; thus, the red underline of doom.

BUT.  I wish I could just take an online course for this.  I would not know what the F was going on, since I haven't taken any other sciency type class, but, I'd still like to just listen.  Although, I don't want to  have to pay to just listen.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InoMBWnTXpg&feature=related

I love him.

I want to know more.  I want to understand all of this.

For some reason, I feel I have to learn more about these theories, or, realities, to understand this 11:11 thing.

The universe is pulling me again, and I have given into it and let it pull me instead of being afraid.

Come get me.

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11

Bay Once.

I got my new smell today!!!!

I love it!!!

I love it twice!!

Nom nom is happy.

Yay for nom nom.

Know what bothers me?  The new girl, whom I had to fire on thursday, just sent me a text that she's in the hospital so she does not know when she will be back, but she'll have a doctor's note...

Know what else is weird?  She was curiously interested in the probationary period.  She asked me three times how long it is.

?

She came in late her second day.  I explained that is what you don't want to do for the first three months.  Um.  I'm so confused.

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11

I Heart X-Files

Hello!

I have been watching X-Files non-stop that it's reaching the point of pure ridiculousness.

I am watching them in order.  I believe I am on the fourth season, just finished watching 'Musings of a Cigarette Smoking Man'.  I think that's the title...

This is the most genius show I have ever seen, the character development is so amazing.

Some of these episodes make me tear up!  I also just watched the one where Mulder realizes he had a past life and he met his past life wife!  It was so amazing.  He just knew it...

Led me to remembering how I always thought Mike and I knew eachother before.  But, also I knew that it was still not the time we were supposed to be happy together.  perhaps we will meet again in another life or somewhere down the road.  But, I DO know that he has not reached his true self yet, and he will have many hardships this coming year that will turn him into a different soul, but it's up to him to either make it better or worse.

How do I know this stuff?  I just do.  Trust me.  Nom nom knows all.

I also came across this on Yahoo and once AGAIN was reminded of how this was mike's tell-tale sign of lying, one that his SISTER even told me...

Pursed Lips

Puckered lips is a sign that someone is holding back information-especially if they make the move after you ask them asensitive question. 


Ah HA.  He should work on covering that up a little more, as it was so obvious.  

"My boss told me to bring this girl to work"

"oh, really?  That sounds kind of odd..."

" *puckered lip* Really, she's a major loser with three kids, nothing will happen!"

***  1 month later- break up
**** 5 days later- mike dating loser with three kids

***** married to loser with three kids  

DUN DUN DUNNNNNN

Puckered lips tell all!

TEEHEE.

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11

Help Me Rhonda

Hello!

I think I will be heading to Rite Aid to buy stuff that I want.

I am so excited.  My parents said I could buy a piece of their land to put a house.   YAY!

I can't wait for that day.  My own house.  I will never ever rent an apartment.  Can't do it.  I'm not that kind of girl.  I want trees.  Lots of trees.  A kitty.  Or puppo.

I want my dream house, with everything almost looking like a Pier 1 Imports magazine cover.  I have enough gift cards to make a pretty swanky living room.

I am excited and looking forward to the next phase of my life, whatever that will turn out to be and with whom I do not know, but, nevertheless, I am excited.

I feel that my time is coming.  I have been stagnant for about a year and a half, but, I'm slowly coming back.  I am looking at men again.  Slowly starting to want a male companion.

Or maybe just a dog.

Hehe.

Look at how all my paragraphs and sentences started with "I".  Interesting.  It's all about me now :)

I have to fire a girl on thursday.  I am excited about it.

This one woman was asking me what my exes last name is, because she thought he or someone in that fam was looking for an apartment that her sister is renting out.  She said she thought it was his car.  And this person's story sounded like his.

Hehe.  I told her I don't even think he lives in this state anymore, and if he does I have no idea where or what he's doing.  She told me how she wanted to find out to warn her sister.  haha.

So, this led to me having to briefly explain what happened with him again and it got a lot of laughs.  It was then that I realized how long it has really been since I last saw him.  Gosh.  Time flies, ey?

The only thing she told me was "he always had an answer for everything.  You should have seen that.."

Ha.  Yes I should have, but, love is blinding, huh?  I won't make that mistake again, but, as I explained, I learned a valueable lesson that will guide me though the rest of my life.

So thank you.   ;)

I have to go get dressed and buy Beyonce smelly stuff.  Yes.  New Jaime Smell.

2013 will be the year of Jaime.  Thin and everything.  :)

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11

Goomba Worms

Hello!

I had Italian food on Sunday and I am happy.

I tried on two pairs of jeans that stopped fitting last year, and they FIT AGAIN!

Hehe I was so excited I had to show my brother.  Hehe.

Goomba has to go to the vet because he has worms :(  I can't figure out why though.  It confuses me.  He doesn't go outside with the other kitties...

I found a new fragrance that will be my official 'smell'.  This will be Jaime's Smell.

That Beyonce one, Pulse?  It has the coolest bottle.  And I love it.  I had to change from Love Spell by Victoria's Secret.  It reminded me too much of past relationships that weren't great.  So, I started anew.  I still love Love Spell, don't get me wrong.  But.  Have to detach from badness.

Know what made me realize I had to do that?  A few words spoken in an email from Evil Bastard ex.  Just made me realize that I felt really REALLY bad for him, and that I will keep praying for him in my spare time, hoping he does better in life, but that I needed a change in things.  Like a fragrance.  My whole life is defined by fragrances.  Each one coincides with a boyfriend or event in my life.  Interesting huh?

I am interesting.  Yes.

I love this guy.  From that Extreme Makeover, Weight Loss Edition.  O. M. G.

I love him.  His smile.  Everything.  I think I'd lose weight for him.  He seems so sincere.   No lies.

Nom nom likes no lies.



















Yup.





Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11

Party in the USA`

Hello!

I love this freaking song.  Miley Cyrus.  You know.  Party in the USA.

I can't help it!

Okay.  I have a question.  How can someone like Kim Kardashian have body issues...?

Okay.  Not to be gross.  But.  She's hot.  She's perfect.  Right?  The girls and I were discussing this before.  I mean, I think any girl would kill to look like her.

I don't get how someone like her could still not be happy.  She has THE perfect body.  Nobody can say differently.

Hrm.

Well.  After losing some weight, I'm starting to see the shape I will have, once I'm perfectly thin.  I like it so far.  I think I'll have nice wide hips.  Which I'm a fan of.  Probably why I like Kim.  Perfect shape.  Nice and womanly.  But does that sound weird?  It's just hard for me to picture myself looking nice since I've been so down on my body image.


Ah.  

This dude came to the house today selling steaks and filet mignon.  We bought a whole crap load.  $275, baby.  I love meat.

;)

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11

Negative on going out?

Hello!

I am going to Santangelo's on Sunday!  Best food ever.  I am so excited.  I can hardly contain myself.

Okay.  How do I deal with this situation...

A person I've met before, kind of asked me out (about 3 years after we met), and I mean.  I'm confused.  I don't want a relationship.  I mean, it's nice that he wants to go and do stuff.  But.  I don't know how to deal with that.  How do I tell someone I don't want a relationship?  Uruug.  I mean, can I just be friends?  I mean.  We didn't click instantly.  So I know we don't have anything other than banter.  But.  Do I just do it?  He moved back to the area so he's close.  He said he drove past the bakery the other day and thought of me... :)  teehee.  Cute.  But.

AAAck.  I just don't know.  I've been loving being by myself.  Focusing, you know?

Hm.  He said he wants to take me out for 'that hot cocoa' that he promised me years ago.

Hm.

What does nom nom do?

I don't know.  I'll figure it out.

I'm not my ultimate self yet.  So.

This apple cinnamon fruit cereal bar is staring at me.  I want to eat it.  NO!

I only have had 657 calories today.  Worked out and did 308 cals.  How awesome am I?  Jaime will be thin.  Yes.  Pretty Jaime.  :)

I have to go think about my cereal bar.

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11