Halo 4?

Random Writings of the Day:

Hello!

I had a fun Sunday!  Know what Jaime got to play for the first time?  HALO 4!  My brother made me, as I don't like fps games... but know what?  I had fun.  Then!  After I got some head shots and some awards for blowing some guys brains out while he was attacking me (Justin told me it's a hard thing to do), I got to float around in this place he made, and I just floated all over the place and made him try to find where I was on the map.

I had fun floating.

Yes.  Nom nom likes her floating time.

Although I am not good at hiding.  The controller kept buzzing because of the shooting and I freaked out.

These are the things that make life good :)

Know what else?  Easter is coming up and I can't wait until ham day.  And scalloped potatoes.  Oh.  My.  God.

I require a hamburger.

I also require chicken nuggers.

Yes, I said nuggers.  They are not nuggets.

I've been so reflective lately, I'm guessing because of the spring air.  It always makes me remember things.  Sometimes I hate that, but, all in all, they're okay things.

So the first thing that I thought of was camping, since the air had a smell of campfire in it.  So my mind went to camping with my family, then went to camping with mike, then I got mad.

Then it got me started on thinking about men.  No, the ones I've known were boys.  Yes.

I have tried labeling all of them and gave each an award.

Batshit Crazy Award:  David

Manipulator Maniac Award:  Mike

Egotistical Moron:  Chris

Awesome Video-Gamer Award:  Dan


So as you can see, the only positive one was Dan.  He and I were certainly not right together, but he was not a bad person by any stretch of the imagination.  David has won the Batshit Crazy Award, and I will stand by that one until the end of time.  Chris could only talk about himself and his weight-lifting, and his muscles, and his weight-lifting awards.  Christ.  And of course, Mike the Manipulator.  You all know what HE did.

Know what his ex-wife told me?  That he said he would leave her if she did not marry him.

What?  Fuck that.

It made me laugh and made for a funny story at work, but it only reflects badly on me, being that I put up with him too.

Now!  I have dreams about my house.  I really am so excited to one day have a house.  It's the only thing I want, besides camping this summer, which I was promised we would do.  I can't wait.  I found all of my old camping stuff (ugh) down in the cellar and it makes me mad still.  What a waste of money and time and energy.  But!  Jaime learned her lesson.

I also was doing laundry and somehow ended up doing mike's laundry.  Why?  Because he left clothes at my house and my brother wears some of them.  I almost burned them, but, Justin looks good in them, so I will not do that.

Nom nom!

Okay, I require chicken nuggers now, so I will find some, post haste!

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11

Detox

Hello!

I have decided to do a lot of mellowing-out.  I figure relaxing and de-stressing will help my current ms-related want-to-die feelings :)

Nope, I'm not complaining though :)

I actually think this is a good thing, the fact that the ms keeps me needing to be less-stressed.  Stress is bad for all sorts of things, not just ms.  So, in my want to not want to feel like dying or sleeping without end, it'll be good in the long run, huh?

What has me stressed you all ask?

I think it's work.  The fact that my dad works so damn hard and it's just us, just family running this, it kills me when employees act like prissy bitches.  Jeopardizing our customers.  Making people call and tell me they will never come back because of how they were treated.

I know I can't save the world, but I don't ask a lot of these girls.  I ask that they show up, on time, put donuts out, and take care of customers with a friendly smile on their Fing faces.  Half of them can't smile.  I'm tired of it.  I'm about to go Robert Irvine on them.

Just watch me.  I'm at that point again!  Don't dare me.  I'll do it.  I'll do it.

Yes.  I will.

So!  How has my life been, you ask?  Just dandy.  Working, or attempting to work at least, make whatever money I can to put away to save up for a house.  Working on upping my credit score above what it is now (740 or something close to that), thinking I might take out a loan for something to have some diversity in my credit history to up my score even more.  Being with my family has been fun, though now that Jerry lives around here again, we have hardly seen him :(

Life is ultra good besides the small hick-ups in life.  We are remodeling the bakery, time for a change :)

Working all week long, no breaks, but seeing the end results make me feel super good.  My dad will never stop working, and I admire that so much.

Someone told me they saw Mike the other day.  That bothered me.  I still can't believe it's been.... however many years since I last saw him!  Um.  Wait.  Let me figure this out.  Yes, I will type what I am thinking.  Okay, he was with his ex wife for a short while, him and I broke up before Christmas, but what year?  2010?  What?  Um.  Wait.  2009.  No.  Wait.

Waaaaaait.  Let me check something!

...................one moment please..................

End of 2010!  Woooooooooah!  Cool beans.  I was thinking about all of that drama the other night, probably because I was texting with his ex wife (awkward.... ) and I honestly cannot recall what we did, besides camping, that made me happy.  What else did we do?  How did we occupy our time?  I honestly, 100% can't figure it out.  We camped in the summer.  What the hell else did we do?  I know he must have cheated on me, but, that couldn't have taken up THAT much time.  It's interesting though.  The people you meet, and the impact they each make on your life.  The relationship that had the biggest impact was, of course, mike.  Being lied to and deceived has this weird affect.  Certainly lost my faith in long-term relationships because of him.  I can never see myself getting married, trusting another man?  HELL no.  Maybe when I'm 40 I'll try for it.

But I have to say, this no boyfriend thing?  AMAZING!  It seriously has refreshed my soul in a way.  I know who I am, what I want, what is important to me, and I can focus on that now.  When I see couples together, even my brother and his girlfriend bickering and stuff, I know how much I don't miss that.  I don't even miss the intimacy part, both physical or emotional.  I guess I have detached myself quite effectively!  Score one for Nom Nom!

It's not on my list of priorities anymore.  Who needs someone else?  For what purpose?  My goals for the next five years are as follows:  Save up $20,000 for a nice meaty down-payment on my house, GET my house, trade in my car for something newer, get a female german shepherd to guard my house, possibly take Goomba with me, or get a cute little black cat, female, so I can remember Little One :)  And live happily ever after.

If a man happens to fit somewhere in there and can prove himself to me, let me see his phone, then perhaps!

I love my life :)

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11

MS Relapse On Its Way?

Hope not.  I am so fatigued I can barely keep my eyes open.

Wish me luck with this!  My head is swimming all over the place!

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11