iPhones and Apples

Guess WHAT?!?  I think I may get an iPhone!  Holy World Of Technology, Batman!

This will be totally different from my 7 year-old flip phone!  Verizon is having a huge sale thing to make people with regular old phones switch to iPhones.  And the plan is only $60/month!  I pay that now!!  So it only makes sense to do it.

My head and face numbeys is almost gone!  Now just the rest of my body has to follow!  yay me.

I think I will need a tutor on how to use an iPhone.  This is totally foreign to me and what I can do with one.  I wanted to play Farmville, after missing it so much when a certain someone had it on his iPod and let me use it and I grew farms and made it pretty with millions of flowers... but now apparently that app is not on the iPhone anymore.

Nom nom=sad face.

So.  I will be recruiting someone to help me with it.  I will have a white one!  I like white.  And I think it will be an iPhone 5.  I think.  Yes.  A White one.

Super jazzed.

I also think I will get an iPad for the bakery.  Oh snap!

I named this post iPhones and apples not realizing that Apple is the company, I was going to talk about apples, as in the fruit.

Wow!  What are the chances?

So, I like apples most times.

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11

Songs and Shaking

Ello all!

This will be the cool mood of this post!  Yes, play this while reading, see if it seems cool..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ogRiu6SNUbs


I think my face is less numb than yesterday!!!!

*celebration dance*

I certainly hope I feel better, it's graduation week... :(  Must work.  Must work.

But, I got bumped up for my appointment with the Harvard MS specialist!  Yay!  I still see my neuro at Bassett, but, he wanted me to see the specialist.  I guess that's rather nice to have a neuro want me to see an ms specialist, I hope I get lots of answers.

I had an alarming side effect of my Copaxone injection the other night, but have not gotten an answer from anyone, not even Shared Solutions.  Pfffft.

I took my injection, right, and I had that weird immediate flushing, throat closed, panic, mind-numbing stomach pain, and rapid heartbeat thing.  But, it only lasts for about 30 seconds.

Thought that was over.

I go to bed.

I start shaking.  Violently.  All over, from my toes to my face, teeth chattering (it made me bite my tongue..).  I looked like I had Parkinsons... (I mean that in a nice way, I'm just saying that is exactly what it is).

SO!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v4ReyoNpyrM

I lay there trying to sleep but could not, because I had to concentrate on not shaking.  My poor cat jumped on the bed and put his paw on my jerky arm.  Awww, Goomba!!

So, it was like, seizure territory.  I looked it up and apparently nobody knows why, and nobody in the MS community of doctors of Copaxone people will say anything about it.

My brain will soon explode with Gummi Bears.

I was looking down... and my hair is short!

Anyways...

That's right...

My Bassett neuro said they will probably discuss with me the possibility of changing my meds, but I'm scared.  Do I take the pill?  But there is not much research on that one... do I take interferons and have flu-like symptoms half of the week?

I don't want to not feel good anymore.  I need to work :(

But!  I will not let it get me down, life is good!  Have my family!  I will have a house some day!  A puppo!  A cat!  And far far into the future, a nice man by my side.  Preferably older and more mature.  Yes.

I have to go now!

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11

Friends and Twitchy Eyes

Hello!

I went to the audiologist people, and they did a whole bunch of cool eye and ear tests, like making me dizzy and making me follow lights!

They put these cool goggles on me, then the one lady asked the other one to close the blinds, and I looked left, and the one says "What was that?!?  Do that again!"

?  Yes, I apparently have a Nystagmus type thingy when I look left, as I almost knew, since I get double vision when I look left.  It's like a jerky rapid eye movement thing, which I can't tell, but, I guess that's why I see two of everything.

Yay!

Then!  They had to blow air in my ears, and she said what they are looking for is to see if my vestibular system is working correctly, so dizzy is good.

Jaime was not dizzy on her left side.

Pffft.

Poor Nom Nom vestibular system.

But!  If my hunch is correct, this will all pass, it all came on so suddenly with this relapse, I think it can get better with time and rest.  Yes, I am hopeful!

And the three young women there were really nice, and we all chatted and laughed (since I am super funny), and we made chit-chat.  Haven't done that in a really long time, as I've been isolated from humans in general for quite some time, especially people my own age.  Twas a good day, I think I will send them flowers for being so nice!  Yes. That is a nice thing to do!

I can't wait for good summer weather!  Camping and cooking-out!

Okay, I have to go back to sleep for a while, as I thought I could wake up but now I realize, not so much.

I am anxiously awaiting Despicable Me 2.  OMG.

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11

Dream Dream Dream...

Hello everyone!

My symptoms are not going away, but my double vision is helped a little by wearing an eye patch.  Yes, I am a hottie with my eye patch....  poor nom nom!!

My ear is the same, but I'm getting used to it...  My head is still numb.

I had my mama cut my hair up past my shoulders, because I am getting to that age where I hate hair.  I hate brushing it.  I hate when it snarles.  Especially since I can't feel my scalp, brushing it makes me feel oogy inside, so I have very little hair left.  Silly nom nom.

I had a tremendously hideously scary dream about mike.  !!
He was driving my car down this huge huge grassy hill, and all the way down this hill was flags.  Lining about 10 miles of road.  Not American flags, but, just flags with colors.  I saw mostly red on these flags, red and blue mostly.  We got done with our drive with the flags, and ended up at my house.  In the dream we were not dating, and I was aware that he was an ex, so I was highly uncomfortable around him.  My mom and dad were home, and he said he had to leave, and I watched him start to leave, and I wanted to spy on him.  Then, he forgot his cell phone, and realized he dropped it on the deck, and went to leave and started texting a woman, and me and my dad ran out and yelled at him and told him we were calling the police.

W. T. F.

Okay, let's look up key elements:

Flags: Seeing a red flag suggests your mercilessness and danger. The dream may be telling you to stop something that you are doing.

The color red in dreams represents negativity, negative intentions, or negative situations. In a dream it's reflecting something negative about the way you think, feel, or act. It can point to thoughts, emotions, or behaviours that are unhealthy, unpleasant, or, deceitful. Red can also represent anger, fighting, meanness, or dishonesty.

Driving:  People who drive your car represent aspects of yourself or projections of other people who are guiding your choices

AH HA!

Yup, that's what it means, red is anger.  He was driving MY car, as I know what he did still bothers me to this day, even though my memories are quite hazy... but his deceit affects how I am right now, I trust nobody, I don't want to think about a guy, because it left such a horrible taste in my mouth.  Still.

Imagine that?  How many years later, what he did STILL bothers me apparently more than I think, to be dreaming.

ALTHOUGH!  I did watch a movie last night that reminded me of one of the last things he said to me, and one of the first things he said to me (interestingly enough), something about trying again in the next life, what was that movie.  I loved it though.

Wait.

I'll think of it.

Dead Again!!

Yes.  He always claimed he knows we knew each other in a past life, and claims he went to a psychic who said the person he's meant to be with sees the number 11 a lot.

Uh huh.  OH!  That was the first lie he ever told me!!  Yes.  Deceit....

And one of the last things he ever said was "maybe we can try again in the next life".

Uh huh.

I'll probably end up killing him in the next life.

I have to go, as it is 2:39am.  Nom nom!

Love always,

Jaime Lee
11:11