I'm back, and it's only 7:16!

Hello again, Earthlings!

I am still awake.

What.

The.

Fudge.

So, I sleep 14 hours, but when I should be sleeping, I am not.  Also, since my post a few hours ago, my right foot has started to go numb.

Perhaps I have a UTI?  I am still almost out of money, and once I switch to Republic Wireless I'll save a bundle thank the LORD.

I certainly don't understand  people saying disabled or low-income people should not have a cell phone or a tv...  But I do know that tons of people abuse the system, but, since I am currently almost full-fledge disabled, I can't imagine not having a cell phone for emergencies.  I am doing my best, and found a cheap plan.  I am pro-active!  I do have a TV, yes.  When I spend most of my time either needing to rest, or sleep, or not be on my feet, or needing my brain to relax before it exPLODES, I find comfort and solace in Frasier.  Would you deny me this?

No!

I think I need to get going on that ssi form, I've been avoiding it, since I don't like asking for help.

But, all will be good!  I have my family... and my brother got me pizza last night, so that was super sweet.  Awwwwww....

I prefer not to walk, since my foot feels like there is a balled up sock under it, like extra padding.  Terrible feeling.  And they feel swollen, and like they are about to explode.  So, I keep them up and watch Frasier.  :)

Know what else is sad?  How this blog went from funny and witty to just a record of my disease progression.  Hehe.  Life has changed, but I will not mentally fight it, I'm sure it will go a lot easier.  I figure I have to go through maybe 40 more years of it, right?  Buckle up, nom nom!

I have to walk to the living room now, wish me luck!

Love always,

Jaime Lee
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