Ah, the trials and tribulations of MS

Hello!

I have an appointment with my seemingly famous and people wondering how I got to see him MS specialist, he is going to change my drug again.

I found myself just sitting around talking to my family on new year's day, on the brink of crying.  THEN I had to leave the room so I could cry.  Ah, so apparently Rebif causes depression.  AlTHOUGH I did not want to kill myself.  I just kept crying and seeing baby kittens in my room that were not really there.

alTHOUGH how cool would it be if they were really there...?  Awexome.

So.  I think he is changing me to Gilenya or Aubagio.  Copaxone=fail.  Tecfidera=fail.  Rebif=fail.

Pft.  One of them though, I have to be watched for six hours first to see if my heart stops.  !!!!

ahem.

I have to say, I seemed to do better on copaxone.  I know he said he can do better, but I didn't have to deal with all of these things and side effects and heart stopping.  Plus.  I seem to have way many more relapses.  My right hand and arm is going numb again.

ugh.  At least if it's my right hand this time, I can still decorate.

So.  Maybe I'll look into Chinese Herbal stuff.  Take a different approach to this ms that seems to be getting worse now.  Ah, turning 29....

Trials and tribulations.  But I do have to say, I have a girl at work who can decorate now, I'm very proud of her.  It's

Woah.  A thing just popped up and said I logged out somewhere else.  Hrm.

Anyways.  Its enabled me to rest more and feel...better...?

Okay, I have to go drink my hot no no.  (hot cocoa, but it's how I say it now).  Hot nono.

Love always,

Jaime Lee
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