Sad Face

Hello....

My steroids are wearing off :)  But I'm still tired and the wall came at me.  What do I mean by this, you ask?  I was standing in front of a wall, and it looked like it was coming towards me really fast, so I fell backwards.  It was not coming towards me.

:(  I am tired.  Steroids didn't help my tired.  I got all of eight hours last week.  Yes.  I will have my little home in no time now... :(

Ha.  Well.  The inevitable might have to happen.  I might have to ask for help.  I don't want to.  I don't like it.

But!  Maybe my house will have to be smaller than I thought.  But!  Hm.  I'll need to heat this house.  How?  I can't make money.  Lady at work thought I was crazy when I said I sleep for 15 hours at a time if I'm not dragged out of bed.  And the answer I get from neurologists?  A shrug.

Ah yes.  The shrug.  I've gotten that one for ten years now.  When the ONLY thing I consistently complain about is fatigue, I get a shrug.  Yes, I could be moaning about a lot of things, especially now, but I DON'T.  I don't like to complain, I think having a positive attitude can get me through it, and there are always people out there worse off than me.  But I only ask for help with this one thing, since it's a major factor in my money going bye-bye.

Okay, I have to go now...

Tomorrow will be a better day...

Love always,

Jaime Lee
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