Starseed Soul
Hello again!
I hired three people this week. I am exhausted. Oh my god.
They are all normal looking. And nice. And friendly. Jebus. That only took TEN YEARS. Pffft.
So, this process apparently took too much out of me (which is quite sad), because my eye is all blurry again and I'm super tired.
I got all excited today, thinking now my summer can start, only to quickly realize it's almost over. :( Sad face. But.. I suppose I'll go camping NEXT YEAR. Holy hell. I keep saying that. It's been so long :( Wonder if my tent is still alright! Hrm. Someone needs to help me with the math in figuring out how long it's been since mike and I broke up, so I can figure out how long the tent has been in my cellar. Why can't I figure it out? Okay. 2011? 2012? No. What? Hold on. What year is it? 2014. Okay. Hold on. I need to go back in my archives. Jebus.
Okay! December of 2010! Holy Lord! See also: http://www.iusedtobeanalligator.blogspot.com/2010_12_01_archive.html
Okay, so that tent is like, three or more years old! Is it dead? Noooooo! Okay, next option then, I am going to focus on a house again. How do I do that with no money? Excellent question. I do not have an answer to that one. But I have been reading a lot on how water has memories. And you can affect water through your words. Which I totally believe. You need to stay positive!
Okay, so my birthday is coming up innnnn two months. YES! I will be the big 3-0. I realized most of the people I went to high school with are on their third and fourth children. And I also realized how I do not envy them. I love my life, despite the health issues. Even though my world is smaller than I thought it would be, I still have my family. I am grateful for that :) I do like my own company. I know that sounds bad. But I do, and I always have since I was young. I realize my quest on this earth is to be okay with who I truly am. Since I was young, I always felt different and special in some way. I knew I did not fit in. But now I'm realizing there is a divine purpose to it all, and I'm okay with myself now, more than ever. Content in mind and body. My weight does not bother me like it used to. It's almost a non-issue. I came across a powerful video and it made me cry, realizing that I cannot change who I was destined to be, and who I always knew I was. I get it now. And I'm happy :)
All of these are me, Imma starseed.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xlg9J-MLy1E
Yeah, that's me alright. And I'm happy :)
Love always,
Jaime Lee
11:11
I hired three people this week. I am exhausted. Oh my god.
They are all normal looking. And nice. And friendly. Jebus. That only took TEN YEARS. Pffft.
So, this process apparently took too much out of me (which is quite sad), because my eye is all blurry again and I'm super tired.
I got all excited today, thinking now my summer can start, only to quickly realize it's almost over. :( Sad face. But.. I suppose I'll go camping NEXT YEAR. Holy hell. I keep saying that. It's been so long :( Wonder if my tent is still alright! Hrm. Someone needs to help me with the math in figuring out how long it's been since mike and I broke up, so I can figure out how long the tent has been in my cellar. Why can't I figure it out? Okay. 2011? 2012? No. What? Hold on. What year is it? 2014. Okay. Hold on. I need to go back in my archives. Jebus.
Okay! December of 2010! Holy Lord! See also: http://www.iusedtobeanalligator.blogspot.com/2010_12_01_archive.html
Okay, so that tent is like, three or more years old! Is it dead? Noooooo! Okay, next option then, I am going to focus on a house again. How do I do that with no money? Excellent question. I do not have an answer to that one. But I have been reading a lot on how water has memories. And you can affect water through your words. Which I totally believe. You need to stay positive!
Okay, so my birthday is coming up innnnn two months. YES! I will be the big 3-0. I realized most of the people I went to high school with are on their third and fourth children. And I also realized how I do not envy them. I love my life, despite the health issues. Even though my world is smaller than I thought it would be, I still have my family. I am grateful for that :) I do like my own company. I know that sounds bad. But I do, and I always have since I was young. I realize my quest on this earth is to be okay with who I truly am. Since I was young, I always felt different and special in some way. I knew I did not fit in. But now I'm realizing there is a divine purpose to it all, and I'm okay with myself now, more than ever. Content in mind and body. My weight does not bother me like it used to. It's almost a non-issue. I came across a powerful video and it made me cry, realizing that I cannot change who I was destined to be, and who I always knew I was. I get it now. And I'm happy :)
All of these are me, Imma starseed.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xlg9J-MLy1E
Yeah, that's me alright. And I'm happy :)
Love always,
Jaime Lee
11:11
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