Steroids. Again. Again?

Hello...

So!  I had steroids again.  Last week.  Three days.  eek.  I hope it helps, as I need the use of my hand this season.  Nom nom can't decorate without it :(

Steroids are a love/hate thing for me.  At first, I'm all excited at the prospect of feeling better.  Then!  Death.  Well no, there was no death, but, the After Steroid Effect is terrible.  Haven't worked in a week.  Money is going bye-bye again.  House seems far away.  Need a car that works.  Money?  Essential, I hate to admit.  Worse part, is I don't know how to get money without working, which I can't do because the MS sucks and seems to get a little worse every passing year.  So I'm essentially stuck between trying to work even 15 hours a week and not even being able to do that, and not being able to prove that to people that see me and say "you look fine" (don't get me wrong, I like that people tell me I look good, that does not offend me like it does so many other people who are swimming in a pool full of self-pity and attention whore-ness), but it makes my case hard to prove.  Not that I need other people to believe me.  But it would help if I knew people trusted me.  I suppose I prove it by showing everyone the money I DON'T HAVE.  :)

Nevertheless, I will not complain quite yet.  I suppose I do need to ask for help for the essential money to live, but I won't ask for much :(  Just enough to have food.  And a little tiny house.  And a decent vehicle.  I decided on a Jeep Grand Cherokee Limited.  Wooaaahhh.  Fancy.  But again, that costs money.

So.

Scratch that.  Unless!  I get a salvage title one that will sell for cheap and just deal with the resale value side not being in a favor in five to ten years.

I am 30.  I can't believe it.  My life has gone by too quickly now.

The lady who stuck my vein with a needle left a huge-ass bruise on my arm.  She did not know what she was doing (trainees...pffft), and it hurt me.  I'll take a picture of the bruise now, and it's been a week!

Meh.  I'll do it myself next time.   I did actually utter the phrase "where's Mike when you need him?"

:O  Holy Lord!  Ha.  It made my mom laugh...

I am hosting a Halloween party!  I got a costume and I will be the cutest lady bug in the world.  I even got pink fake eyelashes to match...

I will prevail!  A Lady bug does not need money!

Love always,

Jaime Lee
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