Blarg.

Hello. So. I have a uti again, and I can't feel my hands and the muscles in my fingers are going insane and spasmy so my neuro is ordering me a muscle relaxer...and he told me I am walking a fine line, and it may be time to switch to a more aggressive treatment... :(

Not what I wanted to hear, because I've failed a bunch of them, and I'm left with a monthly infusion or an oral medication that may stop my heart.  Hum.

Decisions, decisions....life sure is changing...

I really think people are starting to pity me, which makes me very uncomfortable...

I must stop now, can't even touch the phone to type this, its been like 10 minutes...pffft.

Fall is here :)