MS update of doom

Hello again.  I'm in my bed listening to Friends on the TV.  Life is good :)

Actually it's not so good, but in the disease category.  I don't know what to do anymore and I'm feeling trapped... :/

I still can't feel my hands and the finger muscles spasm and make me feel oogy!  It feels like they are bending backwards.. even when I'm trying to sleep!  Pffft

I see my Neuro in March...I hope he can help, I need my hands and typing hurts, carrying things hurt, holding onto the steering wheel hurts.  Psht. I'm noticing I'm just in an epic bad mood, that's lasted for 7 months, or something is changing in my head. :(

OK my ginger no

My finger burns, goodbye...

Love,. Jaime lee